(♥) fatfreelove

龙众发!!!!!

2012-01-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

Happy Dragoooon Lunar New Year!!!!

how's your angbao collection? hahaha. this year's new year is too damn short. not enough not enough. boo!! i got so many photos to upload i dont know where to start. i love both sides of my family!!!!! few photos from both my cousins. my photos are not ready! hahahaha.

my paternal side.

my maternal side

will blog again hokay, while i continue to collect my angbao... have a great new year y'all. xoxo!

as we grow another month older, in the new year

2012-01-21T13:18:00.000+08:00

new month older in the new year's first month. :)

i wouldnt want any others.

i wouldnt need any others.

so after work ytd, went home to change and pick the boyf up.

he booked out so early but i couldnt get half day, only left like 45min earlier? lol!

last min decision of not heading to town because everybody is saying the traffic is horrible,

so we ended up at city sq. wanted to have the super big XLB but it had to close down!!! rawrrrrr!!

ended up at this Saizeriya restaurant. not too bad!

they got fucking cheap escargots! my fav! hehehehe ;3

SO YUMZ!

but not v v v buttery and garlic-key enoughe

bby ordered like he havent ate in days. LOL!!
but then again, its pretty affordable! i like :)

headed to hunt for my shoes but failed. v sad i cant find the shoes i want.
and bby say i v ti-ki. so mean :(
but i really only finding THAT kind of shoes maaaaa.
and he apologized. LMAO! ok forgiven ~

home to get my sheets changed. hehehe!!!
and back to his home :)

HAPPY 66TH MONTHSARY BABYBOY. ♥

time flies and we only get better and stronger :)

(づ￣ ³￣)づ ♥ ily.

new header

2012-01-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

yey how you like my new header? i think it's so chio chio chiooooo!!! simple & naise right! hehee...

anyway, while i was typing the above sentence, Jordan kuku called me!! what a surprise~ whats new we argued about the usual and did the usual disturbings also. hahahahah!!! and i realise my chinese like suckballz. so long didnt talk in chinese and i got tongue tied. LOL WTH.

alright i should just end this here, i dont even know what i need to type anymore. lol cause im talking to my smelly boy. OK BYEEEE!! be back soon~

back to the usual

2012-01-16T22:33:00.001+08:00

it's back to talking to boyf at night again. same old routine all over again, just that this time its a lil better than in tekong! :)

just finish talking to him, and glad everything's all good, just that he got the shiong one. sibeh sad max :(
i miss my baby already sian!!!!!!! weird how i long for him when he's in camp only. other than that i dont. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

i miss you smellyboy >:
friday faster come, cant wait to be in your arms again! long weekend :)

send bby to his camp today, home to slp and then went to make my hair, sit till backside open flower! i should cut my hair shorter next time! maintain no need so ex and no need sit till open flower! pfftz.
alright, done talking to my king, done blogging, done having dinner, shall go back and sleep again! wan an!!!

shag like dog.

2012-01-15T00:17:00.003+08:00

wow! its been a real long time since i updated this space here. horribly busy with work this whole week, 7 days work is no joke, i haven rested since monday? sucks. it sucks more when it's boyf's block leave and i have to work like there's no day and no night! :(

tmr will be the last day!!!!! and also bby's last day of leave. sickening. but then again, work has been pretty fun but the fatigue is no joke. and i have been spending so much, i keep ~~re-drawing money~~ withdrawing (omg why nobody spot my mistake! HAHAH~ all read blindly right rofl :P ) till my collegue got fed up of me lol !!!!

if you're free tmr, drop by the comtech for some cheap sale and also come look for moi !!! hehehe.

anyway, bby sent me to work today. and then he was at my hse the whole day helping mom bake. my nicest boyf! which boyf would actually help their girlf's mom to bake/cook etc even when his girlf isnt at home? MY BOYF!!! hehehe. ji proud you mei you. :)

and they came to pick me up after work for dinner :D

i'm sibeh tired, shall head to bed. i'll blog more frequently i hope. SO.MOTHER.TIRED.

good night!

POP LO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2012-01-07T16:02:00.000+08:00

7th Januray 2012, the day i've been waiting for !!!

went as a proud girlf ~

yay you made it! so proud of you baby!

smooooochhhes~

love you soldier! hehehe~

♥

the feeling is really undescribeable.

seeing your boyf in uniform finishing his first phrase of army life.

puts a smile on my face.

my fully trained soldier boyf :)

p/s : i really like the 2 songs. hahahah! imma go download it. LOL!

my 2011,

2011-12-31T00:00:00.002+08:00

Totally do not like this year at all, full of ups and down, full of hospital visits, yea i sincerely wished the year ended faster, and FINALLY its here! go now and may the following year be a better year for everyone. All my love ones to be in good health and of course be blessed and happy :)

shall do a summary of my whole nasty 2011 year... hmm.

Started of the year with Lo Hei Event with the company! and thats where i got a photo with my fav Nat Ho! :)
and even got to lo hei with him!! but why my 2011 still so fucked up? pfftzzzz~

i know i have posted this photo a million times... but who cares! hehee :3

HEHEHEHEHEHEEE! HAPPY MAK MAK~

In Feb, celebrated our 5th valentines together!

March,

celebrated our fifty-six with a getaway into the clouds haha!

and we went for our friend's wedding!!! wl & queenie's !! always love attending friend's wedding :')

April,

attended 881's concert !!!! yes Nat Ho again! hehehe! happy is me~

although i remember i was sick that day~ hahahah! but it was a good musical, in fact my first musical that i ever attended!!!

it was also sudden down period for the family. im so very glad everything is back to normal now that im penning this down. how very horrible we felt that month.

May,

attended bby's graduation day! :)

hehehe like a proud girlfriend. loL!!!

then it was bbyboy's twentyfirst birthday!! also the 5th birthday that im celebrating for him already. how time flies, from 16 years old to the grown up 21st! hehe, so glad to be part of his life thus far~ :)

a very good night :)

then celebrated the actualy day with bby~ surprised him with a stay at M hotel~ heheh :3

dinner at this Mexican restaurant. and then headed to 1-altitude. our first time there! counted down to his bday on the 63rd floor haha! how romentic.

June,

marks my first year in sakae~ time flies~~~

July,

marks our fifth year together ♥

beeeeeeen so long :)

you can read my post for the fifth year here >>> fifth year post here

pretty surprise from my baby boy! love my sunflower v v v v v much!!!! its still on my desk!! been 5 months already! hahaha :)

also marks my last days in sakae~

the awesome collegues made me tear when all along i thought i will leave happily, but nvr did i imagine myself tearing. because of them. and they even tear with me. :')

and they took this picture. pfftz, so ugly but full of emotions :')

i miss them already~~~~

August,

Anniversary trip ~~ hehehe!!! to phuket!! :)

awesome daysssss!!!!! i dont mind going back there and get all sun burnt again! haha~

& also started my new job! not too bad....

September,

my 18th birthday celebration!!! HAHAHAHA :)

bbq with the closest~~

babyboy surprised me at 12 midnight. and left me in tears. i love you ♥

october,

i cant remember what i did in this month! how can???? :(

november,

the month i dreaded most :(

how i felt so very sad sighhhhhhhh!!!!

after 18 days of hardship~ hahaaha!!

and also had my first flea with huhu, and new friends zann & amanda!

was also horrible because grandma and dad wasnt feeling well. ;(

how worried i was everyday. and also worn out

couldnt celebrate grandma's 91st :(

but its okay we're gona celebrate it soonnnnzxxz!

happier stuff, attended jq&M's solominzation but without the baby !

December,

christmasssss, had a damn good time with the family~

and now we're gona countdown to the very last day of awful 2011 !!!

This year isnt very good, i really hope next year would be much better than it is now.

another 1 more week to bby's POP! i cant wait to attend!!!!!!!!

In the new year, i have no resolutions, i just hope that every of my love ones to be healthy and happy forever!

i love everyone too much for anything bad to happen to any of them.

And by the time you're able to read this its already the 01.01.01!!!!! (wtf was I thinking??? Lol I actually meant 31.12.11!!!!! hahah!! Was actually rushing out to go fetch the bby and to schedule this post, and I bet u ppl didn't even notice lmao! Kbye) )

and i'll be partying at siloso beach tonight!!! hahahaha!

in any case,

" HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRR EVERIBARDIIIII ~~~ ♥ "

the christmas weeeeek.

2011-12-27T10:32:00.001+08:00

4 good days spent well with the baby! (Y)
wish the week didnt have to end... wish i didnt have to work.
meh, ok i should stop whinning, life is not made up of whinnings. got news from mom about x death. its so scary. i dont want to imagine the pain of his family esp the wife, sigh! life is too fragile and scary :(

k happier stuffs...

our christmas eve parteh! so good so good ♥

christmas, was also mom&dad's anniversary! so cool hurrrr :)
visit grandma,aunt's home,212@katong, geylang claypotrice, home, marie's hse xmas party with sista+yuri & zt.

boxing day, lunch then MI3 with bby! and did some cooking. and most impt-ly spending time with my bby!
why do good days have to end so fast? sibeh sian!

mehhh pardon my swollen one big one small eyes. so ugly. but i have to take a photo of us every week! HAHA!! sent bby back to pasir ris is always a darn sian thing to do. i prefer gg alone and coming back as two instead of gg as two and coming back alone!!! you get it?! no? then forget it. hahaha

im so siannnnn! dont like work.... its like still xmas! why do we have to work! it should be declared PH the whole last 2 weeks of dec! hahahahahah. pfftz bye!

as we grow another month older,

2011-12-21T00:00:00.007+08:00

" When you truly care for someone, you dont look for faults. You dont look for answers. You dont look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure. There are rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return.

So once you have it, dont ever let it go. The chance might never come your way again."

yes how very true, therefore a three word statement does not justify the importance that you have in my life. Instead of saying I Love You, i want you to know that no statement in english, or any other language for that matter, could possibly capture the very essence of how much i truly treasure your existance, and how thankful i am to call you mine. ♥ SHK.

happy monthsary babyboy.
another month without you by my side, but its okay. imma stay strong just for your sake.
we.will.make.it.through, and im gona look back and smile at how strong i was. hehe.
xoxo.

jolly

2011-12-19T10:50:00.006+08:00

hello hello~ seems like forever since i posted. got no feel and really nth much to post about.
its freaking monday again. spells S I A N.
another 5 days of shitwork, another 5 days of not being able to see bby. no like at all D:

went to pick the baby up on friday! best feeling evaaaaa!! haha.
supper with bby's parents. and there 3 catsssss! one of which is pregnant and it looks motherly huge. damn scary :'(

caught chipmunkkkkk on sat!!!
along with jq&m, wj&nel.

hahaha still as adorable. but i still prefer the 1st show. hurhur.

sun was breakfast with dad&andy&bby @ chin mee chin confectionary that sells good toast! shiok!!!
lunch with bby's family @ pow sing.
and back to sleep in bby's arms. heheheeh!
sent him back to pasir ris (worst feeling LOL!) and the rain was godlike. couldnt even see whats 100m infront of me and it felt like i got prob accelerating my car. no joke. dont like driving in such weather. plus the fact that it has got to rain so heavily on bby's book in day makes everything worst. :(
dinner with dad&andy - claypot rice. good food jus that this cat keeps following us. changed table and it still followed us. disgusted max.

everything is good this weekend except that cats keeps pestering me and im really paranoid when there's cats around, like i cant even eat in peace that i have to keep looking out for it every now and then so that it dosent come near me or smt. this sucks really. and i secretly wishes all these cats gets extinct soon. dont tell me they are cute, cute is seriously not a word to be used on cats. AT ALL. save your comments cat lovers. pfftz ._.

anyway, my weekends nowadays are always so rushy. not that im complaining, but i kinda miss my non hectic weekends where i can nua and slp my day away. haha! its so different now. but its ok im not complaining. haha. but one thing is that it's passing too fasttttt !!!!
ahhhhh.......... im so lazy to transfer photos that i have... i'll come back again when i feel like it.

p/s : i cant wait for christmas eve alreadyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
we're gona parteeeeehhhh!!! :D

no life,

2011-12-10T15:58:00.002+08:00

As of a month ago, i've got officially no more life.
havent been meeting friends at all because of all the matters back at my side :(
plus the fact that i've no boyf by my side.

all i have been doing is work,home,visiting,home,slp and the cycle repeats.
i haven really had time for myself because all the time was given to my family.
thus this explains why my blog has been so d-e-a-d...... no photos no other updates at all. sigh!

and today is a saturday, im home rotting as usual. cleaning my room and whats worst? I'VE GOT TO WORK LATER ON. fml really. and i have to head down to chong pang. i dont actually mind IF my boyf have booked out. BUT HELL NO, he's still stuck somewhere in the jungle and yeah this leterally suck max.

being together for so long, the confinement part was mother first time that we didnt meet up at all for 18 days, and this time, another record for not talking to each other for 5 long days. (felt like forever) i wana die leterally.
i think i almost forgot how isit like to have a boyf thats with me for 24/7. see how much i hate the army and how much its stealing my boyf away from me now? luckily every corner of where im in, there's my babyboy's picture, else i think im gona really forget how he even looks like. sigh!

I DONT KNOW WHAT IM BLOGGING, GOT NO LIFE LAH SIAN!

i miss you so god damn bloody much. :(

this is so torturing & srsly i nvr felt like this before.

i cant wait to be in your arms again.

really cannot tank this shit the amry is putting me through.

but then for you, i will. ♥

its when shit happens, then you'll know who your angels are.

2011-12-06T14:28:00.001+08:00

life isnt treating me nor my love ones well these 2 months. so much is happening. im exhausted. i dont know how much more i have got to take before i see the rainbow again. but im hoping soon please.

praying real hard everything will go back to normal by the end of this week. thats where my bbyboy will come back to me again. will not be able to contact him AT ALL this whole week. suck ballz srsly. why why why must you keep snatching my boyf away from me. its not funny at all :(

very thankful for all my angels around. my wonderful family and awesome cousins. love y'all so much. im gona stay strong and fight this shit. you're going down down down losers. :)

we are all blessed. ♥
at hard times, only the true one remains. and im thankful for that.

#hellodecember

2011-12-01T00:25:00.002+08:00

May grandma and dad get well soon!
Finally the end of nasty november!!!!! FINAFUCKINGLY KKKKK!!! hate nov so so so so much.
i hope 2011 ends asap! very much a very fucked up year. nothing been going well at all. stupid much.

ahhh well, last month already! go go go~ end this shit!

i hope you be goood december, make my christmas wish come true. :)

and i hope everybody will be in the pink of health.

boyf to hurry come back to me. miss him blardy much. bth!

how many times have i whined about freaking SAF stealing my boyf?

yea, countless.

weekends hurry come !!

shall head to bed already.

been so fucking tired running around up down up down everyday.

no joke no joke. i need my rest.

good night.

i love everything about you, except the fact that you're not with me.

2011-11-28T11:33:00.002+08:00

weekends past too fast.
but my weekend was a damn good one.

my uber cute botak boy!!!!!! ♥.♥

friday was spent slacking with zt & dom.

saturday was our alone time and dam with the guys at night + eating raw fish at 2am in the morning. lol! happening siol. hehe.

wanted to watch the apple of my eye but last min had no more space.

joke was to watch this show with the guys and zt was saying to join ck to watch with that AA. HAHA WTF!

really epic! luckily didnt happen haaaah!!

I DONT CARE I WANA WATCH THE APPLE THIS SATTTTT!!!

sunday dim sum with baby!! hehe

the car shoook :(

thus so blur! sian! oh well its now in tekong with baby!

magnet onto his cupboard! HEHEHEHE!!!

recruit michelle. HAHAHA

while sending baby to pasir ris. and was flooded with NS guys.

lucky im in green also, could blend in. HAHAHA!

pardon my tired and one big one small eyes.

counting down to the next weekend! cant wait!!

The best way to appreciate something, is to be without it for awhile..

2011-11-24T11:36:00.003+08:00

i hope its tmr already after i blink.. ฉันไม่สามารถรอสำหรับวันพรุ่งนี้!!!!!!

im getting so so so impatient already i swear. its like taking forever already, and at the last day time is moving slower. gosh D:
I.CANT.WAIT.ANY.LONGER!!!!!!!!

thinking back, i really actually dont know how i have survived this 17days. what a torture, nvr wanting to go thru this shit ever again. but i know there are worst to come. at least i could talk to you without fail everyday. but .... ah i dont wana think anymore. be contented and wait for tmr tmr tmr!!!!!!!

so hard to describe how im feeling now really. nvr ever have we been seperated for thisssss long! record breaking already. haha! imysm. i hope tmr passes quickly also.
anybody feeling me? haha or am i the only being so fucking affected? and also being so fucking anticipated for this day to come? fuck man really.

20 days ago.. O.O

I NEED A BIG FAT WARM HUG THE FIRST THING I SEE YOU TMR. and then i will rub your head. hahaha!!!

♥ TIME START FLYING.

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@4.35pm,
was reading through our past facebook wall posts. haha! so hilarious. laughing to myself in office,
some to share...

HAHAHA. so funny one.
was about to text the boyf and received his text immediately.
what telepathy. h3h3h3. happyyyy~ its getting nearer :D

30 day challenge

2011-11-23T10:42:00.003+08:00

30 DAY CHALLENGE

Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.

H3H3H3H3!! i shall do thissss!! :) SO SEXCITINGGGG......

1) CHUCK BASS!! Ed Westwick.

OMG. OH SO SO SO EFFING SEXY HAWT AND CUTE. ♥.♥ *meltzzz*
from the american sideeee..

2) MARIO MAURER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WALAO SO CUTE !!!! NO?

my favvvvvvvvvvvvv from thai

3) BOSCO WONG!!

h3h3h3h3. cuteeeezxzx

and from hongkonggggggg....

4) NAT HO!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! SO CUTE NEHZXZX.

5) like no more leh... ok lah last one.

CAN??? hahahahaaaa

OF COURSE CAN. DONT CARE.

hahahahahahahahahaha !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats all folks. goodiebye!!!!!

i is happy gal today! *spread some love*

*picture credits, google,tumblr.

zilian yaw!

2011-11-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

zi-lian-ing. v long nvr love myself already. LOL.

before heading to the ROM ytd.

the guys. without my poor babyboy.

The bride & groom! hehehe

and my bitchy darling.

whole night keep laughing at people only. hahahaha

♥

night full of love!! cant wait for the next wedding. hehehe.

who's next yaw? :P

HELLO MELLO WELLO!

2011-11-20T12:58:00.001+08:00

we so cute!! HAHAHAHAHA.

xoxo.

its 20112011!!

attending friend's ROM later! how excited!! but without the boy :(

but it's okay, imma eat on his behalf. HAHAHAHAH!!!

jiayou baby. you're gona make me proud ♥

disgusted.

2011-11-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

Sibeh gross-ed out. everytime i go into bby's facebook, i see this fucking face of yours.
you stalking or what? always on the top siaaaah.

STOP IT AH. your face itself already last warning.
cant stand you. you disgust me way bacccccccck already.

GROSSMAX!!!
disgusting shitttttttttttttttttttttzxzxz.

helloooooo!!

2011-11-16T20:48:00.003+08:00

the other day, met my beloved FAP for dinner :D

love the both of them !! HAHAHA. siao like anything only. blur like anything cause of the front cam.

sent the both of them back after that!!! ah my car light looks so naise!!! :D HEHEHEHE.
we should go more rounding soonzzzz!!! :P

X.O.X.O!!!

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went to cousin's house to bake after that! HEHE. the good shit of having a car! I can so anywhere i like easily! LOVE IT.
111111.

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Monday,

on urgent leave cause of poor grandma. Im gona take more leave. i dont care!!
work is getting very much on my nerves already. not because of the anything. but i really cant stand the boss. dulan.com. k nuff say.

so went to see grandmalove. and then home to get my car and down to yishun. and it had to rain so freaking heavy gawwwwwwd !!! heaviest rain i ever drove in so far! and it felt like im driving in the sea D:

went to get the envelops from bby's sis. and then to meet zt. and slacked below his place. and got attacked by mosquito! got freaking 8 bites leh. my precious blood. pfftz.
talked alot of cock. and bitch about some ahem you know people. HAHAHA! bitching with a guy is so funny i swear.

cant wait for my babyboy to come back to my side. miss him so fucking muchhhhhhhhh!! cannot tank.
got so much to do, so much to eat when he's back. ren michelle rennnn !!
posting nw cause my lappy is backkk! shiok to be able to use my own lappy now! hehehee. finally ~
OK IMMA DIVE INTO BED. GOODBYE!

30 day challenge

2011-11-11T13:21:00.002+08:00

30 DAY CHALLENGE

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

hahaha. my first love is SHK. my last love will also be SHK. :P
first kiss also SHK lahhhh. last kiss also SHK.
everything is SHK :) my one and only!!!

Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

1) 相见恨晚
2) 真的爱你
3）最近
4) Replay
5) 爱我的人和我爱的人
6) Take the lead
7) Bleeding Love
8) Wish you were here
9) The Reason
10) Hurt So Bad

wahhhh wtf. why the song all like kinda suit my emo mood :(
my playlist knows me so weeeellllll !!! haha!

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yah i know i kinda skip quite a few days. no mood to write. i thot i could and will write like everyday. BUT NO:( sadly. cause this sucks. THIS.FEELING.REALLY.SUCKSSSSS!!
fuck it man srsly.

somemore today is 11.11.11.
but i dun believe wishes come true just by these few 1s appearing -.-

BUT STILL, IM GONA MAKE A LITTLE WISH
I WISH MY BBYBOY TO BE SAFE & SOUND.
and walao its raining like siao now. i hope tekong isnt.!!!

IT BE BETTER IF it really comes true, i wish my bby to appear infront of me nowwwwwww
i know it wont happen.
SO BYE LA

FLEA

2011-11-10T11:58:00.000+08:00

continue from flea @ *SCAPE
finally some photos from huhu!.

say hi to my new made friends :D

HEHE, that saturday was a good day :)

i feel horrible

2011-11-09T23:10:00.011+08:00

Just let me feel horrible after pretending that im actually all fine, when im seriously not at all. for just one day. and i can no longer take this emptiness. but i need to. i can and i must. i need to feel my boy, i need a big hug :(

i dont usually post sad stuff online publicly, regardless of what website that i have. mainly because i don’t want to show others my vulnerable side and my weaknesses, especially not to people who don’t genuinely care. which actually conflicts with me wanting people to know how i actually feel at this point of time.

its actually not that im very clingy nor that i cant live without my boyf. all these years he was with me all the time, not one day of our 5 yrs relationship have we not spoken for one day. you cant blame me for feeling shitty at all. you have to feel me really.

Its was after lunch that this feelings striked me, and left me feeling really really awful. usually i will get whatsapp textes and facebook chats telling me im back from lunch & all, but today its all quiet. no good morning honey textes. no constant texting. no facebook chat pop ups. no sound from my love at all.

its sucha weird feeling im having now, that im really not able to put it into words, im trying, really trying real hard to be normal, i keep telling myself i will be, i have to be. i will be strong just for him, i will be stronger just for us. but deep down im dying inside, longing for the normality of things, for things to really go back to where they should be. but how much i know it will never happen, at least in this 2 years.

i never thot i would have felt so strongly about this before. that i cried the night before heading to bed, the moment i woke up beside bby ytd, all the way home in the cab, lying on my own bed, sleeping and waking up crying again. its that bad for me. my eyes nvr felt so tired, dry and swollen besides that faithful aug day. i can no longer control, the tears just stream down like nobody's business. it sucks really.

and this is one of the rare times where i’ll admit it - i feel very empty and alone. despite being surrounded by family and friends, despite me laughing and acting all normal, ultimately I still feel lonely and v much empty.

life isnt and never will be the same without you by my side. but then again baby, for you im willing to endure this shit. i will be fine. for this is only the starting, yes i know. i hope things will eventually get better. (i hope) time please fly. for now, i will continue fighting with that stupid boyfriend stealer for your time and attention. this sucks ok, you were suppose to belong only to me, and mine all along. pfftz.

i miss you so much babyboy. how i look forward to every night's call. because just by hearing your voice thou i cant get to see you makes me feel so much better. really. i love you sweetheart. hang in there. just had a good 30 min talk with bby. hehee! ♥ ok gona head to bed early so it'll be a brand new day again!

Goodnight.

tell me how,

2011-11-09T15:20:00.001+08:00

do i actually make it without you?

time, you may fly. as fast as possible please.
imy already. :')
what are you doing now love?

:(

2011-11-07T23:05:00.002+08:00

Feeling shitty.

jiayou babyboy.

love you v much.

30 day challenge

2011-11-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

30 DAY CHALLENGE

Day 04 - Your views on religion.

i am actually a free thinker. so i do not have any views on the religion. so lets skip this ya? HAHAHAH

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

WHUUUUUUUUT.?!?!?!

i love my life alot, and have nvr actually thought about ending my life. totally not once.

im thankful that im here.

peopler shouldnt even have such thought. NO NO NO.

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

1) I cant eat alone (-.- sia! provided by the bf)

2) Im afraid, very afraid of cats.

3) fetish for domokuns.

4) afraid of lizards too ( provided by the bf)

5) cant live without phone for a day (-.- provided by the bf)

6) I like pink-ish stuffs.

7) I hate attention seekers. like really hate.

8) Im actually quite good at HTML. hahaha!

9) I need soup in my meals.

10) I love cuddles and kisses.

11) I love taking pictures.

12) I really like travelling

13) Thailand & Thai songs (Y)

14) Noodles over rice.

15) Im pretty devoted i can say. :P

16) I can be very nice to people i love and at the same time be very mean to people i cannot stand.

17) I love miniatures of everything. as long as its mini :)

18) the only dog i allow to lick me is truffy.

19) I dont like anything that moves to be on my palm

20) I am veryyyyyyyyyy emotional

21) I cry at the slightest thing.

22) I HATE CHANGES.

23) I cannot sleep if somebody snores beside me :/

24) Have weird cravings at weird times (provided by the bf)

25) Have no tolerance for people with no common sense.

26) I used to hate Apple Products. hahahahah irony

27) Im shy to people i dont know, and not to people im super close with haha!

28) Im pretty possessive to things that are mine

29) I reallyyyyyy love my entire family.

30) I love my boyfriend :) thou he's a punkass. :P

OH GAWD! this is harder than i thought it is. freaking shit.

WASTE MY TIME LEH THIS. K BYE

FLEA @ *SCAPE

2011-11-05T15:28:00.000+08:00

FLEA @ *SCAPE

blog more when i get hold of more pictures. maybe! HAHA
so lazy to continue my 30 days challenge sia!!!! tmr tmr~ LOL

Day 2 , 3

2011-11-03T14:22:00.002+08:00

30 DAY CHALLENGE

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

In 10 years .... i be like 18..... HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!
im #forever18 okay. shutup.

i actually see myself living happily with my SHK? haha!
have our own little family, staying in a very cosy home filled with alot of love *shimmering eyes* hahaha!
and if possible, have my own business. i wana be boss. so everyday can act #likeaboss.
HAHAHAHA KIDDING LUH!
i actually dont know lah, cant forsee the future lah dey.
pfftzzzz.

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

BIG nono to drugs.
alcohol, alright but not to the extreme, i always dont like to see drunk people esp my love ones.
drink the right amount to enjoy and not get yourself so drunk.
for what?????? you tell me you tell me.
wake up still need to nurse hangover. fun meh.
2 words - WU LIAO.
dont tell me its the high or what shit, i dont care nor do i give a damn.
NOT.TO.ME

Day 1

2011-11-01T13:15:00.001+08:00

30 DAY CHALLENGE

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

before i start, im doing this for the whole nov month, so once i end this challenge i will be able to smile (once again) i hope everyday passes quickly by then! heeeeeee.

- In a relationship. Err so the question is to discuss if im single, and what if im not? LOL!

nvm, shall continue, ( on my own )

21st July 2006.

5 years 3 months 11 days. 63 months,1929 days.

we been through so much, so much, the good and the bad, the happy and the sad. All these while, is was you that was my pillar of strength. everything we done, we been to, we have shared, we have quarrelled, we have laughed, we have argued are all ours. and these memories are un-snatchable :)

this month, we be facing major changes, but then again, as you said " we should encourage each other , will make it through together " i will remember your words :)

dont worry love, i will be your pillar of strength too! no matter what i be here for you. and yes we definitely will make it through.

Though this 63 months we have nvr gone through smt like this :/ im sure 2 years later we will look back and smile at how the 7 years we have made it through. :) yes we definitely will ♥

we are gona spend our lifetime together. :)

love you sweetheart. not forever, but at least for this lifetime.
mtxhk, ♥ xoxo

i am gona do this to keep oh-soloveable alive.

2011-11-01T12:44:00.002+08:00

30 DAY CHALLENGE

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Day 04 - Your views on religion.

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.

Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

Day 14 - Your earliest memory.

Day 15 - Your favourite tumblrs.

Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.

Day 18 - Your beliefs.

Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.

Day 20 - How important you think education is.

Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.

Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.

Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.

Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.

Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.

Day 27 - A problem that you have had.

Day 28 - Something that you miss.

Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.

Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.

1/11/11 - 1:11:11am

2011-11-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

i caught it!! better be good~~~
november please pass fast. i dont like you already.
zoom zoom fly by please. #novemberwish

aside to that 1:11:11am, i love you baby. always.

23:59

2011-10-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

Friday, 28 October 2011,

work is starting to get shitty. i hate unreasonable people who only thinks in their own point of view. fuck you really.
and people that has no time concept and management. fucking annoying. nuff said.

after work, had to rush to meet bby. thank daddy for the car!!!!! hehe been driving everyday now. me likeeee!!! :)
ok digress. ~
had dinner at woodlands first, slacked abit and then met zt, his ginna(s) LOL, JQ & girlf for midnight movieee

YESSS WE CAUGHT THIS!!!!!!!!!
after watching abit dont wana let my bf go in. freak

Pretty scary. i like to pay to scare myself. like a bian tai. so scared yet wana watch kind.
end up always watching behind my fingers and kana niam by boyfee. pfftz.
but the ending was exactly fantastic, quite err..... idk how to say also.
watch it yourself? HAHAHA!

Saturday, 29 October 2011,

bby stayed over. (Y) accompanied me to Mt E. then it had to freaking rain. so we both actually ran in the rain. like romentic, but its not. LOL!
i actually hate going to town. i duno whats the 'good' about it leh. so many ppl. so squeezy. D: urgh.

went to see the Subaru challenge, and to only know that one of my ex-collegue is participating!!! haha. i wonder how is he now. LOL!

anyway, happy halloween!
baked with mom at night!!!

Trick or Treats people!!

HAHAHAHAHA

LOL

2011-10-27T17:36:00.001+08:00

this got me the feel to blog. finally a topic heeh.

Some loser formspring me saying "Hate to see you happy".
quite sad hor. this kind of no life person. also nvr ask you to see me being happy? lame.

sucks to be you really really reallyyyyy :)

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told bf abt it and he said, " must be one of your stalkers "
hahahahaha. act like i got alot of ppl stalk. hehehe :3
im actually not affected at all, just that got something for me to blog about.
are you like jealous of my happy life? well thats quite tragic i would say.
seems like you're having a very sad and tragic life hur. poor thinggggg.
lack of love for sure, you neeeeeeeed to find some love!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. reminds me of somebody. pretty much a joke still.
lalalala ~ lalalalalaaaaaa.

trying to piss me off? #fail

Ok toodles. Gona go take more happy photos with bf and post here :) byeeee

monthsary

2011-10-22T21:27:00.001+08:00

Dian xiao er for dinner !!!
Meet baby at Bishan and we took a train to Amk...

Me : bee my first time eating at Dian xiao er leh! Abit excited
Bee : yes!! Got Ur first again!!
Me : looks at him with those eyes
Bee : what you also took alot of my first time ok. Don't give me that "so what it's nth" kind of eyes
Me : LOL assumptions!!!

Hahahah. We are full of crap really.
Then after dinner back to Bishan for real steel! Bought koi in hehe!! And the show was darn good! Until I was so urgent but didn't Wana leave the cinema !! Exciting show!! Naise. Hot guy and cute max son !!! Spazz

So Happy is me. Bf made my day. and I got a new watchie! thankyou baby. muackkkkkkkk :*

Hahah like zi-lian but Im not ok!!! Thou I love myself alot! Lol.
It's because my bf made me take photos of myself wearing the watch for him. So I might as well post it rigggggght lol.

K bye! Posting with my phone thus photos at the end! Can't shift Pfftz.

another month

2011-10-21T12:19:00.001+08:00

every twenty-first, our love reaches another level higher (we level up-ed HAHA), and we love each other another depth more.
next twentyfirst we'll be without each other. but no matter what, you're always a part of me.

happy monthsary baby. i love you. ♥

fap yaw

2011-10-14T11:12:00.000+08:00

so yesterday was all about them ♥
will update soon once i have the time to transfer pictures (i hope)
else it will all be on fb, as usual.

xx.
p/s : the middle one always spoil pictures. LOL!

2011-10-07T16:24:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!

once again im feeling very bored in office. like a norm when the boss isnt in. nobody is in office and the aunties are leavingggg office soon pfftz.

so srsly i really have nothing to do. nothing at all.... haizzzzz. nothing to blog either. but im just gona throw in some pictures. cause so naiseee ya know!

super love the effect!!!
dont chu dont chu!!!! so naiseeeee ahhh
okay i know. i shall not get over excited about this. heeh

love my casing. dont chu too?
so preettehhh! wootz, like da owner. ahem.!!

okay, i really dont know wad to blog,
i go flirt with hk on the sims already!!! hahahaha
but his sims abit kiam pa, the other time i flirted with him he rejected me, so i decided to just chat with him and he said i was boring !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHUUUUUT. den wad should i do? lololol !!

shall wait for his big bed to be fixed then can woohoo? maybe he wun thinks im boring anymore.
HAHAHAHAHAA. OK BYE!

Steve Jobs.

2011-10-06T13:09:00.002+08:00

woke up this morning, went into twitter to be shocked with all the tweets about Steve Jobs passing away.
so sudden thou he's been battling cancer all along.
very saddening indeed.

this photo is everywhere on the net now - & on apple's homepage.
was just talking to my collegue ytd about him. like really randomly in the car on the way to lunch.
and this had to happen.
its like weird how not everybody has seen him or met him but made sucha impact in so many people's lives.

the world has lost another awesome man.
thou at one point of time i really hated how he made Apple's history so long and complicated. :/
heeh, why? because i was doing on Apple for my PP in RP.
Apple's history was horribly looooongggggg.. and i had to keep changing editing my work suckkks
and at that point of time, i hated Apple products and swore nvr to use Apple's products.
but it kinda all change when dad got me my ip4.
and i really liked Apple products since then.

He was the reason many of us got into this industry, or even care about technology at all. He made the computer personal, and the smartphone fun. Bill Gates may have put a computer on every office desk, but it was Steve Jobs who put one in every dorm room and bedroom and living room. And then, years later, he repeated the trick, putting one in every bag and every pocket, thanks to the iPad and iPhone. If you use a computer or smartphone today, it is either one he created, or an imitation of his genius.
He changed the way movies are made, the way music is sold, the way stories are told, the very way we interact with the world around us. He helped us work, and gave us new ways to play. He was a myth made man.

- Excerpt from Gizmodo.com’s article on Steve Jobs today.

RIP to the man who made products i cant live without now. #ripstevejobs.

18th parteh.

2011-10-01T12:18:00.000+08:00

Im free in office now. while waiting to go out for lunch.. hehe!
i hope im able to finish blogging before heading out. lol~~~

so on saturday was my forever 18th parteh! haha
very greatful to all of you for coming down. and the very awesome bff & bodoh for coming super early to help me start the fire~ ♥ to you both!

my awesome darling that came down pretty early too!!! hehe, finally saw her. super love!!! ♥

my fav XL(s) ♥

My bitch & 15yrs!! ♥

my beloved FAPs!!!
love you all very much too ♥

favourite boy, with a bad nose day!! poor love.
but ty baby for everything ! iloveyou. ♥♥♥

and the botak chef! wootz. HAHAHAAA

+++ the yishun gang, which no photos were taken with them. pfftz.

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woooo so many photos! once in a bluemoon yaw.
had a awesome night. and ty all for the gifts.
so much love for all of you.
muack muackkkkkk~~

favourite day with the favourite boy.

2011-09-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

yesssss, my favourite day of all times.
:D cause im the biggest. rofl~ ok de lah~
i survived another yearrrr!! haha~ :D

Thank you all for the wishes on fb,twitter,phone,msges,and everywhere srsly.
imma touched girl :')
felt very much loved from all the wishes.

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dinner with the fam and boyf.
plus the whole night with him! super loveeee.
we caught fright night till we both slept. so boring! or maybe i was too sleepy?

baby surprised me at 12am at my doorstep, and left me in tears.
pfftz, love you v much baby.
we will make it through, this i promise you. ♥
no matter what, i will wait for youu. always.
LOTS OF LOVEEEEE, MUACKSSSSS

第一次我

2011-09-29T13:55:00.001+08:00

好喜欢这首歌。

第一次我愛上孤單讓時間還原到最初
第一次我將愛遠遠放逐重劃一張地圖
第一次我清清楚楚看見心里長一顆堅強的樹
濃霧背後我發現新的路

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has alot of feeeeeeeel. i love songs with feel.
and im listening to alot of "feel" songs now in office.
Tur Yang and 第一次我 on repeat! hahahaa~

LIKED! (Y)
i wana master thai language! HAHAHA.

im so hardworking hor, keep blogging!!! LOL
kbye!

Revolutions

2011-09-28T16:55:00.000+08:00

I just realised i haven complained much about work here or on twitter ^-^ (compared to last time, u can read my archieves lol) which is a good thing. i dont wake up having that "i dont wana go work" feel. neither do i have that "so tired, dun wana wake up" feeling. SO FAR...
which im pretty happy about. hahaha!.

its been a month, and life here is good. collegues are awesome. work time is flexible. work is manageable. fun too. wow haha!!!

just like yesterday, went for the Gala Premier of Jackie Chan's 100th Movie - 1911.

saw many mediacorp artists there. including the On The Fringe casts! hahahahahaa. saw the gross looking guy called albert? holding a woman's hand. O.O still got woman want leh. wow.!!!
and the recently just ended show that guy fuyuan guy! he's cute lehhhhh!!! hehehe. like "hua chi"
too busy to take a picture with them. awwww, but NatHo wasnt there, so yah. sadded!
AND Jackie Chan was suppose to come but he went to be a pilot. ROFL.

anywayzzzzz. the movie i catch no ballzzzz. about china revolution!!!! HOW WOULD I KNOW RIGHTTTT!~ Ky and I were hoping it ended asap. LOL!
love going for events like this!!! eye-opener ~ hehehe

ANY-O-HOW,
i think i can boldly say, leaving sakae was one of the wisest choice i made so far.
looking at how my ex-collegues get pissed off and being unhappy at work. (haha)
and i dont feel as pissed nor do i feel unhappy about work now. which is an awesome thing isnt it :P
happy about work for now :) and i hope this continuesssssssss............ :)

:D

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Had birthday lunch for E and me todaaaay.
his bday is one day before mine! how coincidental. hehehehexxzz.
they ordered from yum cha! niceeeeee~~
plus they got me a present too :O :O :O so naiseee of them!!!!! :')

HEHEHE MICHELLE IS A HAPPYYY GIRL YO!
life filled with love.
hokay, love me.

muack. xx

一年前。。。

2011-09-25T14:00:00.000+08:00

time flies.

one year ago. it was the most memorable day in my life. and so fast, one year later-now.
it seems like it was just ytd that everything happened.
i missed it so much, besides the drunked part. lol

and yes if you dont already know what im talking about, its my 21st party (which i was suppose to blog but was later found guilty of being lazy) HAHAHAHAHA!!! k rolleyes :P

blurred, but i really like this picture. so naiseeeeee. :D

really miss the party!!! hahaa.
well, look forward, i cant wait for this weekend!!!!

and i can predict this week would be good (i hope)

Monday - beebee.
Tuesday - Jackie Chan
Wednesday - unplanned yettttt
Thursday - cousins
Friday - partehhhh ^-^
Saturday - partehhhh with my all my loves and babies!!!

CAAANT WAIIITTTT !!!!!

Random post.

2011-09-25T01:22:00.001+08:00

我就是我。我不温柔,我脾气不好,我容易吃醋,我容易心痛,我容易胡思乱想,我很任性,我生气时不想说话,我开心了会一直傻笑,我受委屈会放在心里,我在乎了就想被你知道,我喜欢在伤心的时候听伤心的歌,我喜欢在开心的时候和在乎的人分享。--我就是我，如果受不了，就别走进我的世界。

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Been seeing some news. Bad ones. The same old feeling comes back again. Super hate this feeling because it will take really a long while to go off. And it sucks. Sigh.

Life is getting scary as time goes by. Truth to be told, I'm actually quite sick of changes. Super hate it. But then again wad? Still got to accept.

Fucked up much. Hate all this nonsense. Klahbye.

Another month of love,

2011-09-21T23:23:00.002+08:00

another 21st!!! :D
had dinner with bby just now- soup restaurant again. wouldnt be going back there for a period of time anymore. the standard is dropppppppping. pfftz.

duno what's wrong with him keep making me laugh when im so freaking full.
You know it's so hard to laugh after being so full? Lol! Almost exploded. Hehe.

My annoying boy with the crysanthenum flower rofl. and quite proud of it ._.

Lots of love,
happy mtxhk day! <3

- fresh from the apple.

最近比较chinese一下。

2011-09-19T14:16:00.001+08:00

最近很有感出，很喜欢用华文来表达我的感想。可能是微薄太多了哈哈。

最近也很开心，好希望这些日子永远不会变。。可是好的东西是不会长旧的。
虽然不长旧，可是我还是很开心啦！拥有现在是最重要的不是吗？这是为什么我那么的喜欢september！哈哈。开心开心。

时间啊，可以慢下来吗。你过的太快了。可当需要你快一点你可别慢下来啊。

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昨天去了wl和他老婆孩子的babyshower。过后和亲爱的，zt和nel去看了johnny english。是好笑到。。。
如果在看多一次我是okay的。哈哈。

不想再type了，有想我吗？哈哈

photos from the all over

2011-09-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got the vibes the mood the feeeeeel to blog recently! ^-^
photos!!!!!

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BBQ !!!

Loveylovey fav little thing!!!!
cutest dog ever right tsk!

Prawning with bby, jq&gf, zt, wj & nel one sunday.

random cute conversations. haha!

Happygalisme

2011-09-13T23:49:00.001+08:00

Heheh! Testing out the new blogger app!

:D
Met bby just now for his small shopping.
Ikea for hotdog and brownie but stupid Alexandra Ikea has got no brownie! Sad die me.
Queensway and then to clementi for claypot. But only to find it gone >:{
Annoyed. Oh well nvm. Good day todaiiii :)

Me is happy. K nights :*

Got the feel..

2011-09-10T01:08:00.000+08:00

Falling asleep on the bf has always been a norm for me. It's like the best place to sleep srsly. Can just fall asleep straight away. Like *snap* and sleep kind haha! No other place better than on him.

love you x. Cannot imagine what's life gona be without you sigh.

some pictures from the phuket trip, long over-due that i dont have the intention to blog about. LOL.
incase you missed us...

the peak! (Y)

♥ loved.

- fresh from the apple.

The perfect girlfriend..

2011-09-06T11:59:00.001+08:00

The PERFECT GIRLFRIEND: insecure, clingy, shallow , jealous, nagging, sensitive, emotional, dramatic and annoying

Saw this on one of the facebook note. Totally can relate to it.

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"The PERFECT GIRLFRIEND: insecure, clingy, shallow , jealous, nagging, sensitive, emotional, dramatic and annoying"

Yes, she exists. And NO, she's not the supermodel type with the long legs and perfect skin. She's even better. She's the type of girl you'd overlook--she'd be your last choice. At worst she's insecure, clingy, shallow, jealous, nagging, sensitive, emotional, dramatic, and annoying.

"But if you can't handle her at her worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve her at her best."

What is a perfect girlfriend?
They say there’s no such thing as perfection, and that she doesn’t exist.

Oh trust me, SHE DOES.

- She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste.
You call her insecure.

- She holds on to you like she’s never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she’s lucky that she has you, and no, you’re not available.
You call her clingy.

- She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there’s nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls “babe” just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed.
You call her shallow and jealous.

- She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you’re not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that’s how much she cares.
You say she’s nagging.

- She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying “That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU.”
You call her overly sensitive and emotional.

- She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn’t like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away.
You call her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead,

Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl.

She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her: the PERFECT boyfriend.

-anonymous

Hello to my favourite month

2011-09-01T11:12:00.000+08:00

hello to my favourite month!!!!!! ^-^
but the start wasnt fantastic because i fed my phone with water this morning.
but hey, its still awesome because it miraculously healed by itself !!!
LOVE YOU PHONEEE!! HAHAAAAA.

im so sexcited!!!!! but then it means its another month closer :(
i dont want ~~~~ SIAN.

please be nice september <3

MTXHK day

2011-08-21T11:54:00.002+08:00

Another month after the July. Time flies, but I really appreciate if it will slow down abit. I don't want time to pass so fast already. It's getting scary :(

Then again, happy MTXHK day baby! Lovelove. 61. :)

My cute boy x. lyvm.
Big wet fat Smooch!

-fresh from the apple.

In a Nutshell

2011-08-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hello Wello Mello Yellow!!!! LOL
IN A HAPPY YET PISSED MOOD. not that im pissed with anybody but with nature in exact. LOLOL.
ok dun understand sua. lol.

life's been pretty good so far.
national day was spent with the family and bf, caught the fireworks at aunt's place!!! (Y) no need to squeezeeeee. hehehe good day.

&&& bby and i will be going on our 3rd honeymoon tmr \m/ which pretty much explains why im in a happy mood.
so exciteddddd!!! gona be back with tons of pictures!!!! :)
BUT it also depends if im not lazy to blog HAHA!!!!!

on Monday,

went to sign some doc and drove down to RP. :D
met bby for lunch and then went to look for kuku. brought my lappy to the doc, but kuku said its injury is too serious for a small clinic to save. have to send to the hospital for major op :( (act cute only he)
I ISH VERY SAD :(

met huhu after her lessons also!! ♥ my chienne!!!
super love this picture below!!!! she said its like photoshoot *with sacarsm*. HURHUHRURHUR!!!
inner joke that only we understand oh wellz...

my kuku~~bird~~ HAHAHAHA.

rotted my day at the helpdesk, i swear its a boring job there without the fun ppl like *ahem* me to liven it up. LOOOOOL. waited till bby end and drove back to his home, and dinner afterwards.

hweeeeling really bored now. shall head to grandma's place to surprise her later!! HEHE \m/
CYAA!!

愛一天多一天

2011-08-02T15:36:00.001+08:00

HI AUGUST...

srsly hope its gona be a good month because i freaking hate august since 3 yrs back.
fucked up maximum month. :'(

anw i suddenly got the feeeel to post here. listening to a very awesome song now...

on the repeat.....

數過綠葉轉眼秋天　季節總在變
想問你的話在唇邊　默默被擱淺
愛到忘了昨天　到忘了明天　
無期限　註定了生活就是　
為你繞圈圈　就讓我這樣吧

讓我再多一天　可以陪你一起瘋癲
就這樣你情我願
再多一天　可以陪你一起善變
就算時時刻刻暈眩（怎能不暈眩）
只要你在身邊　愛一天多一天

數過落葉轉眼春天　季節總在變
我問你的話在天邊　輕輕被敷衍
愛到忘了昨天　到忘了明天　無期限
（我只要今天）我要的生活
就是為你繞圈圈　就讓我這樣吧

（讓我再多一天　可以陪你一起瘋癲）
就算是一廂情願　FOREVER　　
（再多一天　可以陪你一起善變）
就算時時刻刻暈眩（我怎能不暈眩）
擁抱你在身邊　愛一天多一天

上帝知道我多麼懦弱（我多麼害怕失去你）
快快快快將所有時間　全部都借給我

要多一天多一天　在這天上人間
FOREVER　要多一天多一天
就算只是一廂情願
WOOH BABY （DON' T YOU UNDERSTAND）　
只要你在身邊　愛一天多一天

i know its a damn old school song, but its so so so so niceeeeeee.

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anyway i just came back from lunch with the bff (finally met him)
so yeah, again next weeeek!! :D

still very alive and kicking. HAHA! :)

lovelove for my one and only.

my fifth anniversary flowers. love the sunflowersssss!!!
<3 secretly wish they will nvr wither sigggh!! so chio right

love the sunflowers very mucccccch :')

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life is very much relaxing for me recently.
recharging my life for the next battle. hurhur.
cant wait for the next getaway!!!!! (which is so soooon yeyz)

and then then then, i really dont know what to post anymore.
thou my life is relaxing, is really sibeh relaxing until idk what to do.
have done what i wana do till i got nth to do sighhhh!!

i wana go sing k. somebody lets gooooo!! HAHA
ok i dont know when im gona post again, wait till i get the FEEEEL again.
hurhur.

dont miss me kbye

fifth year ♥

2011-07-21T12:25:00.000+08:00

you should know why i am here today. its a special special day of course.

cant actually believe i did this, (im quite talented hor) but sadly i forgot how to really use photoshop already. HAHAHAHA SADDDD..
anyway back to topic........ :)

5 years ago,
on this very day, it was also racial harmony day. hehehe!
met him for the normal day activities and its also the day we got tght :)

5 years later,
its still racial harmony haha!
im gona meet him later, and its our 5th year together already.

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dear bby,

this 5 years wasnt easy nor was it actually hard.
it was 5 good years, half a decade with you already.
the ups and downs, the good and the bad, we watched each other grow and stood by each other all along.
thank you for all the love (and annoyance) you have showered me with. ♥♥♥

I know the following years its gona be tough :( i know its not gona be the same next year. i know alot is gona change.
BUT no matter what i know we will make it through. gona be there for you for as long as it takes. remember every tough time i be there to back you up (:
thats what i have been doing all along. (hehe) im awesome.
every 21st July will always be our day. *\(^-^)/*

Happy 5th Anniversary SHK

Love Youuuuu!!!!!

lots of love,
your loveable dearest girlf :D

JULYYYYYYYYYYYY!

2011-07-03T14:55:00.000+08:00

hello everibardieeee. sudden random feel to post something here today.
ITS JULY JULY JULY !!!!!
my second favourite month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10 more days to the end and 17 more day to the 5th!!!!!
time flies, and im all ready for a new beginning.
I LOVE JULY, DONT YOU? ;)

:)

2011-06-07T18:29:00.000+08:00

i think this is so true.
no use wallowing in self pity. its useless.
its a no wonder why .... hurhur~

im glad i got out of being so pessimistic after him.
and thats where i found the guy of my life (:
shk♥

another reminiscent

2011-06-05T15:24:00.001+08:00

i like talking about the past...
especially listening to other ppl's past, makes it so much interesting.
am talking to zt and he started telling me about their sec sch times, and also the funny incidents that happened.
bby's sec school life like so happening.
ok no doubt mine too. but hard to explain uh.

the funniest thing is always xyz.
everytime somebody tells me about it. i cfm LOL.
and actually everybody understands my pov. not bad not bad!
LIKE LIKE LIKE.
still a joke to me. heheheheee

time flies.
i miss so much things.
i miss 2006.
i miss the void deck times, the screenings, the slackings.
i miss our thailand days.

just one thing,
i hate changes.

a date with the boyfriend :D

2011-06-05T14:58:00.013+08:00

3th June 2011,

ended work damn early after going to bukit view secondary to give a presentation.
headed to RP to look for bby. and bought my green milk tea !!! :D
decided that we were going on a date at night! HAHAHAHA.
random dates makes relationships healthy hor!

headed back home first, and we caught indicious. hell of a lame show. tskkkkkkkk!!!
wasted our time only, lucky we didnt watch it in the cinema. >:{
we could have gone out earlier loh! all the show's fault.

trained down and headed to timbre! (Y)
the queue was horrible. and the weather was effing warm to the maximum.
i swear we both pespire a bucket of sweat ._.
pekchek.
and bby was telling me good things are worth the wait ......... LOL!

and the duck pizza was awesome!!!!
I WANA GO BACCCCCCCCK THERE AGAIN!!!!!
this time i will book first dont care liao. :D

the super blur and pixel-fied photos! :(
so saddddddddddd.....!!!

brand new month

2011-06-03T11:35:00.000+08:00

i know i have not been blogging so frequently.
i have been so busy with work and by the time im home i just flop on bed.
or either that im busy out with bby or friends.

1st of June, marks my three hundred and sixty five days.
time flies. abit too fast?

June also marks, 5months left.

June also marks fifty-nine.

June has no public holidays :(

June is another month to July !!!

I wish i wish time passes a little slower. so tiring fighting against time nowadays.
slow down already. :(

still alive and kicking

2011-05-28T15:21:00.001+08:00

Hi everybardie.......!!!

been a week since i posted something here, and im still alive and kicking.
work sucks, very much as usual.
i have big problems working with as asshole, who knows nth yet acts like he knows everysinglefuckingthing !!!
you know how annoying is that?
you get instructions on one day, and another he changes his fucking mind.
easy for him, not for the rest ASSHOLE.
fuck you very much.

nuff said about work, im starting to look for a neewwww job because i really need it.

these 2 days were spent with my love. it makes everything so much better after work i swear.
and ytd we went to have dinner at amk's fish steamboat. yumzz!!
and then caught ...

KUNGFU PANDA!!!!

but the both us were so pissed off with GV.
and immediately wrote a complaint to the management when i reached home.
I FEEL SO SINGAPOREAN SUDDENLY.
and this is my first complaint letter lohhhhhh!!!

THEY BETTER GIVE ME A GOOD EXPLANATION I SWEAR.
if not i will just boycott GV. annoyed.

we grow another month older

2011-05-21T17:01:00.001+08:00

Happy fifty-eight mtxhk day bby.

love you more than words can say :')

xoxo ♥

wasting a post for redundant people.

2011-05-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

cannot eat grapes say grapes sour. also not the first time thing already.

hahahahhaha. damn pathetic.

just build a bridge and get over it already leh.

but see your pattern i dont think you will even start building much more get over it.

10 years down the road i will still see/hear you harping on the same thing again.

srsly no life maximum.

didnt your parents teach you the basic manners?

you dont start bitching about somebody when that person has got nth to do with you.

neither has he/she done anything. (to you)

much more it dosent even concern you one bit.

srsly start reflecting on yourself before you even start speaking ill of others.

turn off seeing/hearing people like you talk.

damn pathetic. i srsly pity you leh.
:)

Sneak peak

2011-05-18T00:34:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday bby!! ily

At 12 midnight on the 63rd floor.
Romentic much! Hhehe

bby's advanced bee-day celebration

2011-05-16T18:31:00.002+08:00

yey its monday. (first time lika happy its monday) hahahaa
cause its vesak day tmr !!! and its a PH. woohoo.
if only every week's monday is like this uh, work one day, holiday another day (Y)
anyway while waiting for bby to come over, shall do some update on his birthday. :D hehehee!!

14thMay2011.

went over earlier and helped bby collect his cake. imma nice girlf i know i know. hahahaha!
heavy loh the cake. dont think its a simple thing okay.
changed and got ready (Y)

the king. rofl. bby had to serve him somemore. LOL.
ok lah forgive you since you like that. WAHAHAHAA.
still came over (Y)

the bbf ♥

the both of us smile until very suan. which resulted in this spastic smile.

LOLOLOL!!

" HAPPY BEE-DAY LOVE!!!!! "

( i will leave what i wana tell you till your actual day. hehe )

hahaha the corridor friends.

only the bbf abit camera friendly.

everytime i snap random shots she will always pose for me. HAHA

mom and dad were too shy to take pics -.-
LOLOL. buay tahan them.
was a busy and fruitful day. (:
that bby a happy birthday boy. :*

p/s more photo on my facebook as usual. haha (:

happy advanced bee-day love.

2011-05-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

bby's advanced birthday celebration was a blast.
will blog more when im in the mood, else got not much photos for you stalkers. LALALA.
cant wait for tues and wed already.

check back soon (:
xoxo.

loves of my life

2011-05-14T12:36:00.004+08:00

12th May 2011 ; Thursday

took half day just for bby's graduation ceremony. im sucha nice girlf i know :)
headed down to have lunch with him. but i ate alone -.-
GUESS WHAT I ATE... HEHEHEHE

YESSSSSSS. OF COURSE.
my dry ban mian!! hehehe. been so long so longgggg.
tempted cuz with this while she's at work. hahaha :P

then headed to find kuku when bby went in first.
went into the CE talk he was having. and the woman taking attendance insisted that i have to scan my ez-link
-.- not cute lor, already said i was finding someone. bwah.

then went to look for his momma, stupid bby told me to meet her at 4.45 when guest should be seated at 4.30
made me chiong like mad woman -.- annoying hor. with heels somemore. pfft!

the stage was so much nicer than last year's one lor. even the invitation card. pfft.
much more professional now.

love of my life ♥

the daughter and the father. hahahahahahahahahah!!! ♥

parted with bby after that and cabbed down to sunplaza with huhu for dinner with bff.

shibalnom's dinner finally ♥

sakaeee again -.-

with the koi bff bought for us (Y)

our 2h plus dinner. LOL

full of rubbish with the shibalnoms! eat laugh crap xl.

whats more whats more. hahahaha.

but i love you both ♥

my one and only bff (:

my one and only huhu (:

my favourite shibalnoms ♥

x.♥.x.♥

happy girl. happy day.

with all the lovessss (:

wow, im actually in a good mood, and i posted so many photos!! hahahahahaa

so once in a blue moon :)

OK BYE!!

bby's graduation day

2011-05-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

congratulations bby!! i love you.
be back to blog more soon!! xx

virgin time

2011-05-12T23:13:00.001+08:00

7th May 2011.

i just had to note this day down. because ...

firstly,
it was General Election 2011, which means that im of legal age to vote. and also meant that ...
IT'S MY VIRGIN VOTING RIGHTS!!!!!!
how exciting, yes i was very excited to vote!! hahahaha. ikr. you may think its just voting. haha
but wtv ok im really very excited and happy, was shrilling to my momma about it and she also said i was siao. LOL

so went down with mom and dad to vote in the noon, everything was chop chop leh . so fast.
i really want to upload the pics. but im afraid its not allowed. so forget it !!!!! :(

grandma hse for lunch and the whole conversation topic was all about the GE2011, i think its normal luh uh.
and to me its smt that im interested in. have been since i knew wads going on in 2006. my fav year. i MUST stress on this again. LOL!!!

secondly,

had a date with bby. we went to catch fast and furious 5. and that show is good shit!!!!!

HOT UH HE!! lololol (Y)

i actually cant remember where else we went. shiat.
~~OK I REMEMBER THEN COME BACK. XOXO~~

OH I REMEMBERED!! hahaha
went to have mother's day dinner with bby's mom and grandma.
and it was an expensive one. lol.
then home to catch the election results with a snoring boy beside me. hurhur

Little times spent tght..

2011-05-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

Aiyo I haven blogged about my polling day PH leh! Pfft okay soon! Wait till I use my com at home :D

anw bby came down to find me just now and we had Mac! Finally tried the spicy nugget! Naiseee :D
Hehehheeee, spending little time like this with him is more than enough actually (:

And and and I'm really excited tmr!! Going back to school for bby's graduation ceremony (y)
And then gona meet huhu!!!!!!

Time flies Srsly! So fast a year has past. Last yr's today was my graduation day and now it's been a year. In a dew days time will be my 1st year! What more can I say besides time Srsly flies like idk what. :(

If this is what you want

2011-05-09T10:53:00.002+08:00

Hiiiii I have the urge to blog now because some people are getting hilariously nonsensical.

It's my blog my twitter my facebook etc it's MINE. I got the every rights to unfollow unfriend and write about anything anyone.

Dont have to go around writing on fb, twits etc. Hello do I look like I care? Also no need to go ard assuming i'm angry etc. Hell not I'm superbly happy now if you didnt realize (:

I actually owe nobody any reason as to why I unfollow or unfriend people on my twitter and fb. Tyvm.
If you ain't happy come up to my face and say instead of being a typing warrior.

I got the every fucking rights to prevent myself from being unhappy/pissed off with things I shouldn't be.
See it and understand it.
Dont need to make a big whooha about this. Like srsly? Rofl.

Stop contradicting yourself already ._. enough thanks

Xxxxxx.

2011-05-05T23:39:00.001+08:00

All the love for you tonight. (:

While waiting for Bby to reach home I decided to come write something haha!

work was okay like as usual besides the evp coming in to ask stupiiiiddddddd max question. Don't understand how he could have open his mouth to ask such a question. Sigh yes but he still did.
Nevermind it's over. He's causing so much drama everywhere. Sigh. And Tmr another batch of MS to interview :( it's Gona take up the whole of my afternoon again. Sian!

Bby came to fetch me after work :D
Today he lika sweet only. Cause I'm angsty girl lol and he brought me to dinner and koi !! Yes my cravings satisfied :D
But dinner was bad okay. Disappointed no honey dew sago loh!!!!!

Love you bee, muacks.

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Eeyer and I'm watching news now while typing. Nicole Seah sibeh act pls. What's with the crying sia srsly? Gain sympathy vote? WTF. Nonsense.
One word -- gross.

2011-05-03T23:00:00.001+08:00

good day today besides some minor hiccups!
time passes damn fast and i likeeeee (Y)

we received flowers today!!! for secretary appreciation week! awww so sweet my boss.

so awesome!!! thou i still prefer sunflowers, but nevertheless i still like this!! :D
THANK YOU (:

everything is going well so far. im happy to hear the good news!! ^^
hope this month will be a good one, since the first 3 days is already awesome enough.
YEYZ.

i forgot wad i wana blog.
and since i just done up with the stupid pipeline for the stupid orh e orh. !!!!
so no harm i drop by to liven up my dull blog. hurhur.

&& happy 20th huhu! love ya! ♥

OK BYE!! KISS XOXO.

p/s : its the 4th again tmr. :')

full of thoughts

2011-05-02T23:07:00.001+08:00

So today met up with bby and we had late lunch/early dinner. And then headed to get tickets for movie - home - ktph

And while walking to the bike after visiting, we saw this whole family crying as they walked pass us, I'm sure someone closed to them had an accident or smt. Its really a saddening sight, first was a woman, she was so weak that had to be supported by two other guys. And also followed by all the other family members at the back all of them are crying. Even the men. And this grandpa in wheelchair was in tears too. You know this is such a rare sight and of course not the best sight at all.

It strikes me how fragile life is afterall. People just leave that suddenly. Even without warning. Yes nothing at all. That's the worst feeling one has got to face srsly. It was a damn heart wrenching sight.

Yes i understand the pain of losing. I felt the pain of losing. It is never good. You know how I really Wana pen down how I'm feeling now but I have no words to use to describe it. It sucks.

Death is basically just a stone throw away from the life we live in now.
ytd, at ttsh, 2 of the patient were at their brink of death. It's like the whole team of doctor and nurses in the room. Family were called in and all. Because they are leaving anytime.
And coincidentally one of them is daddy's friend's bro-in-law. The doctors only gave him 48 hours to pull through. And if he was not responding that's it. Yes that's it. And there goes a life. Look how fragile it is :(
The other one was because his lungs collapse. Pretty amazing how the parts in our body can just take away our life just by collapsing.

This few weeks I have been encountering different people with different illness, fate, life. It's scary very scary to me. I really hate all this life and death thing. Even if the person isn't at all related to me, I feel the pain. Even for the families. I tried putting it in my shoes, the hurt multiplys.
You see how much I hate changes and how afraid I am of losing people I love?

And yes I love my family. ALOT. never been more thankful for each and everyone. Esp my grandmalove and parents. I don't Wana lose anybody srsly. :(

You know what? Sometimes I do think that humans should nvr have feelings, if we don't we won't feel any pain. We won't feel a shit. It might be awesome in some extend. 'some'.

Ok I know it's too wordy to read. You can choose not to read. (:
And Bby and I caught roommate just now. Not too bad a show. And I was surprised leighton was acting it in! Psychopathic shit. Hahahahaaa

Oh well okay I shall end here else I will keep typing and it will nvr end at all. Xx.

MAYDAY

2011-05-01T23:57:00.001+08:00

good news on the 1st of may! im sure May's so gona be better than April.
it better be.
went to the docs and this time im really finally getting better because i can eat again!
effing torture seeing food and feel like puking, ahhhhh i bet you nvr understand because you aint me :(
and well its worth the price to pay srsly (:

and and and and im so happy its a holiday tmr! no monday bluesssxxzz :D
oh yeah cuz finally uploaded our pictures for a month ago. HAHAH.

supa love ♥

May!!!!

2011-05-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

Be back to blog soon!
So lazy to on my computer :/

i dont wana grow up

2011-04-28T15:35:00.000+08:00

if growing up means losing people i love, i rather not grow up.
although its pretty unrealistic and it will never happen, but i wish time would stop somehow.
or somebody just invent a time machine.
i wana go back to the time where everything was complete.
i dont wana grow up and start losing people. it sucks so much.

i wont ask for much, bring me back to 2006. and let me stay there forever.
im more than contented living in that year.
pretty please?

881 (Y)

2011-04-26T23:02:00.011+08:00

was feeling shitty as usual so i went home to rest first before going to catch 881 :D
so excited because there's nat ho!!! MY FAV . yeyz.

fianlly got my 100 voucher !!

but im really sick of sakae already !!!!!

ANYBODY WANTS TO BUY FROM ME? ROFLLLL

yey my head not small already LOL!!

HR ♥

and all of us that went for the musical, excluding H & G.

it was really (Y) show.
me like me likey.
thou i wasnt feeling well, but then again i enjoyed luh!
trained home with bby after that.

This four words.

2011-04-26T15:23:00.001+08:00

是你让我看透生命这东西
四个字坚持到底
如果没有你
我的生活回到一片狼藉

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Can't wait for you to be back again. Stay strong like you always is. Like how you been fighting.
Need you back with us soon (:
Xoxo!!!

And as for myself I'm sick these few days :(
Not a good sign. Be gone little sick bugs I don't need you in my life. Not at this point of time!!!!
K shoo now!

A fighter a man

2011-04-24T15:50:00.001+08:00

Yes you are. For you have always been here for me since forever. You will be fine. You will win this battle. You will yes you will.

For everyone of us is fighting this with you. Please have the will. Will to fight this together. We are all in this. Never ever ever give up. Say strong cause you always are!!!!!

坚强奋斗因为我们永远在你身边。永远
<3

twentyfirstapril

2011-04-22T15:59:00.001+08:00

headed to the hospital in the noon and then went back to RP !!!
SHO HAPPY.
cause i got to meet kuku, and then huhu!!
was in the library with kuku and look wad i saw!!

hehehe still on his lappy! its been a year (:

HOW I MISS THOSE TIMES :(

waited for huhu to end sch and also the usual xl-ness with her ♥
and and and and drank my green milk tea with popping pearls!
ROFLLLL!!! leterally popping pearl. like eating fish egg. LOL!

then waited for bby to end work, headed home in the rain.
motherly painful :(
dinner dapao-ed at seng kee!! FINALLY GOT TO TRY THEIR MEE SUAH! major happy.
then to cousin's place :D

GOOD DAY GOOD DAY.

HAPPY 57TH MTXHK LOVE, xx ♥

ybbuoyevol

AND TODAY IS GOOD FRIDAY.
not so good so far. cause im feeling very WARM!
pfft. kbye

what an eyeopener

2011-04-22T15:43:00.003+08:00

19 April tuesday,

Fel and i headed to geylang to collect some namecards, and my the place is horrible.

and i promised nvr to complain about our office anymore.

one moutain is higher than the other. oh gawd.

i took some pictures and it was really horrible like those kind of haunted office you see in movies.

the kind when the lift door opens and you see a long passageway that never ends kind?

yea its like that! and the kind u nvr know when 'something' will pop out anot. gosh!

had to snap very quickly which explains the blur-ness :/

GROSS D:

this is when the lift suddenly opened at the fifth floor and nobody was there. scary lor okay -.-

like horror movie D:

I DIDNT LIE RIGHT.

SO SCARY PLS THIS KINDA OFFICE, IMAGINE ITS LIKE AT NIGHT, YOU GOT TO OT AND YOU'RE ALONEEEEE.

waaaaaaaaah. and the surrounding is like ulu max. D:

this is the side..
got naked fat uncle and all. NOT SAFE D:

and we had the famous dim sum for tea break :D HEHEHEE . LIKE!!

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Wednesday was the start of my long weekend :D
i remembered being damn busy the whole day. idk why either, but my work aint completed. but wtv! LOL

boliao max

2011-04-20T12:55:00.000+08:00

this week is full of unexpected and terrible news. i dont like it at all.
haishhhh, May come faster pleaseeeeeee :(
and hope everyone will be healthy and well soon enough.

OHHH YEAAAH and i tweeted smt on twitter abt this and SOMEBODY jitao copied my whole tweet leh adding in some words plus an emoticon in nia leh. siggggggh! dont she know there's a retweet button on twitter?

i am so sad. why people always wana do this kinda things to me one. i got evidence hor. dont come pretend say i yuan wang you okay?

:D

#100

2011-04-17T16:54:00.001+08:00

HELLO HIHIHIHIII HOOOO!

bet you miss me and shk. hahahahahahaa
if yes please breathe! tyvm. rofl
shall post pictures because i feel like blogging but nth to blog about you see. haiiiish.

my shk's face is stagnant one pattern one. whereas im pattern more than badminton.
HAHAHAHAHA,
wtv it is, me like different photo apps :P

this photo was supposingly damn dark! HAHA

good things there's an app that could brighten the picture,

and after i tried, it turns out pretty good ^^

ME LIKES IT (:

hehehe my cute bunny case with it's bushy tail.

hahahahaha. act cute but I LIKEEE.

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oh ytd we went to chomp chomp to have dinner/supper. wtv u called it.
and this uncle from the tze char store really pissed the shit out of me.
wasnt really in a good mood already. still keep on kp like i owe him.
and the clear plates guy, like dumb, wana cross duno to say excuse me -.-
URGH.

and we realised that uncle that kp was the one that 'cheated' bby.
STUPID GO AND DIE.
never gona eat from you pathetic stall everrrr againnnnnn.
RAWWWWWR.

Bunny case in the bunny year

2011-04-16T21:15:00.001+08:00

LOOOOOOOOOK!!!!!

Hehhehez my little precious got new clothes!!!!! (y)
Abit act cute I know but it's pink and adorable! So irresistible lor no? Hehehahahoho!
Thou the ears abit extra and the tail is so bushy Pfft! But it's still adorable I lubbbb it :D

Heheh okay imma go change and then go dinner, maybe supper with shk now D:
I.am.fainting.soon.actually.
Even on the verge of fainting I still blog. Pls love me !! Hahaha kthxbye

angry birds made me an angry girl

2011-04-14T18:37:00.002+08:00

i know im damn slowww. cause i started playing angry birds only ytd.
i nvr wanted to dl this game after trying to play cut the ropes. so fucking annoying lor that game. NO?
jo psycho-ed me to dl this stupid bird cause i was falling asleep in office.
and i got sibeh pekchek cause i keep cannot pass and feel sibeh awake after that!!!!!
walao eh, you know that pekchek-ness you feel anot? you know you know?? ROFL.

and this is so effing trueeeee !!!!!
i got more angry than the angry birds lor pfffffft !!
dont even know why its so popular that you even see the plush toys and now even A MOVIE about it.
LIKE SRSLY?????? a movie about angry birds? WTF ok?

but i still dont like this game laaaaah! piss me off only
DIE YOU BIRDS DIEEEEEE!! :P

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edited,

and you know what?! i just passed everything and thats it!
end of the free game.
NAHBEEEEEEH!!!! should have just downloaded the full version.
now i got to start ALL OVER AGAIN. wahhhh.
I GIVE UP , ANGRY SHIT

My middle finger salutes you

2011-04-13T10:27:00.003+08:00

ASSSSSS-HOLEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!

everyday you never fail to piss me off. by your disgusting actions srsly. and now your mouth holding gold luh cannot talk?! URGHHH.
see your face also feel like punching you.
annoying piece of shit.
SORRY I REALLY NEED TO RANTTTTT. YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO READ CAUSE AFTERALL ITS MY BLOG RIGHT. EITHER READ OR GET LOST.

everyday you only know how to effing complain you cant cope, you have alot to do, but everyday you are effing leaving on time even before us.
HELLO, if thats called BUSY, then those like us who stay after work hours is considered as what?? WORKAHOLIC UH??!!!
best everrrr lah, all you do is schedule ans calls and press on the damn ipad. VERY BUSY MEH??
lidat i also want your job. cause I GOT TO BLOODY DO YOUR SAI KUNG FOR THE SAI LANG YOU.
arbo you also give me your pay luhhh, i will sibeh willing to do your sai kung and take over your jobscope! LIKE IDEA HOR.
else dont give me all your shit and you sit there and do nth besides opening door for ppl.

URGH, the least you could do is say nicely and ask for my help and not take for granted that I SHOULD do your work for you because i have been helping out since 2 months ago!!!!
now take it like I MUST DO LAH??
THINK WHAT? I MYSELF NO WORK TO DO ISIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY MUST MY OFFICE HAVE THIS KIND OF BLACK ~~SHEEP~~ DOG. RUIN EVERYBODY'S HAPPINESS. SIGGGGH

OKAY NUFF SAID. I FINISHED RANTING.
i just told J to remind me not to talk to her since she likes to whatsapp so fiaking much.
but F said dont waste, just email. LIKA IDEA. HEHEHEHEHEE

OK KARRRMONNNN!!!

hahahahahaahaha okay. im all good now!
tyvm for reading uh! LOL

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anyway, everything's all good. am so glad.
and i finally caught up on my slp ytd night. wah i needed more srsly D:
HMMMMMM.

Heart sank

2011-04-12T08:51:00.001+08:00

Can never ever ever take such news. Urgh!
2nd time 2nd time!!
my poor heart gets weaker and weaker after each shock! Siannnnn!

was with baby happily disturbing each other after dinner at sakae lohhh!
Jitao bad news when I was abt to head home :(
After hearing what happened I Jitao felt damn damn queasy and bad. My legs leterally lika nua :( reached home at about 2am D:

The whole night I kept waking up to the slightest thing. Urgh this really suck :(
Now I'm feeling really shitty sigh.
SO TIREDDDDDDDD ONLY !!

Get well soon! :( haizzzzzz!
WHY ALWAYS LIDAT WHYYYYYY :(
I know I keep sighing :( not that I want to anyway I'm really feeling very shitty :'(

lurb the cousins

2011-04-10T19:41:00.001+08:00

because of the heavy rain i got stuck at home.
and i was randomly going to ppl's facebook and even friendster.
ANDDDD HOMAIGAWWWD. i wana vomit seeing somebody's photo.
swear i nvr seen anybody more cui than her.
fuck her life man.
even at my cui-est point of time, i was prettier than her. x98469128919888127196 times ROFL.
ok fine, none of my business, i shouldnt be mean (:

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lemme update a little, although i still have no got the photos from my cuz yet!!!
on april fool's was on half day.
and we headed to "开房" hahaha!

missing dom and mel .

chio to the max hotel !!!!!! so in love, im definitely going back thereeee!!!
and im gona bring bby there next time!!!
♥.♥

few photos before i get it from my cuzzie.
:D

twentysecondmarch

2011-04-10T17:14:00.001+08:00

day 3,

we actually didnt do much and basically slept only luh. lololol.
nothing much and i kinda forgot already luh! >:{
photos only ok? show u the loveable couple. rofffffl !!

can see this photo is taken by who lah hor? lolol so no standard. HEHEHEHE.

see the difference? LOL!

enjoyable trip because its with the bby, no matter where also enjoyable right tsk!
although i was a little sick uh :( nt that i want also actually!

we had lunchhhhh @ this vietnamese restaurant.
not very fantastic actually.
HAAAIZZZZ...
& at this point of time i really miss thailand's coconut blended sighhhh :(
sibeh feel like drinking nowwww.

i wana go back to thailanddd lehhhh. somebody go with me???
:( :( :(
i wish i had unlimited days of leave! pfft. not enough to use lehhhh !! roar.

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ITS MONDAY AGAIN TMR :(
SENSE MY SADDNESS. HAIIIIZZZZ
KBYE!

meetup with the bff

2011-04-07T17:00:00.002+08:00

Met up with the bff yesterday for dinner again. talk cock sing song. disturb huhu and update on stuffs!
as usual all the xl stuff. talk to him and huhu jitao karma 'sky' high hehehee!! ^^

:D
p/s : bitch, time to meet us already! else jiak pedigree! HEHE

Just felt like typing

2011-04-05T23:27:00.001+08:00

Randomly met up with 15yrs just now at the very last min cause I got no dinner. And was on mc today. Couldn't get out of bed -.- with a swollen nose! Lol. Bby was telling me he also sneezed 10 times in a row and his nose feels swollen too! Rofl!

So we had a mini catch up and also Met eunice there! Called her up and she was having a date hahahah ^^
Good catch up with him as always (:

Tmr Gona meet the bff! Friday my fap! Woohoo whole week of meetups with my favorite ppl! Damn love! Xoxo! Heheh happy is me. Okay bye

twentyfirstmarch

2011-04-03T14:36:00.000+08:00

day two,

twentyfirst march, means whatttt... hehehehe! its another MTXHK day (:
the start of it was already after the movie and me sneezing badly.
so we went to starbucks to get hot drinks and chilled :D

xoxo! ♥

our breakfast. hahahahaha!!
buay pai hor. ^^

bby went back to change and we headed to the casino!
because it was raining the whole damn day -.-
ohhhh no photos of me in bby's "dong ji lian ge" scarf. rofl~
& its our virgin timeeeeee there of course! hehehe.
pretty much of an experience (Y) i likeeeee!
thou i smelt like a smoke machine after that unlike (N)

had dinner at some stupid hotpot place. and the food suck max.
after eating, i told baby
" this is the first and last time im coming here "
LOL !! dont even know when is the next time we'll be going back also. hahahahahah!

lololol the face! damn classic. hahahaa.
and yes we went to catch a movie again.
and its the effing first time i keep falling asleep. it must be the medicine and kinda boring show.
to me luh, cause bby said it was very nice. o well.

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happy mtxhk day again bbylove.
love you most. ♥

April's Foooooool

2011-04-01T10:05:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahahahahhahahaa.
wanted to pretend to get pissed and this is what happened. rofl
jitao is ._. hahah!!

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and its friiidaaaaay todayyy!!! gona meet the cousins later. yey \m/

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any-o-how, its April already today, mommy told me some shocking news (obviously isnt very good ones) last night :( and i was really really really down the whole night.
and bby was so nice, hehe i know you're always here for me thou :*
but sometimes this kinda thing very very hard to think likewise.
its like history repeating itself again, hopefully its another april fool's joke again :(
everything will be fineee *chants*
siggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh !!

but im very happy that at least i have somebody to share with,
be it the happy times or the sad times, i know i can always rely on you for comfort (:
thank you bby.
hehehe, he's like my best friend, i can confine anything with him. and he's the only one that i can trust with my darkest secrets afterall.
my best friend, my boyfriend, my everything ♥ ily.

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while typing the title, i got reminded by what T said,
Foooooooooooooooooo(l)
HAHAA. ok inside joke bye

more than true

2011-03-31T10:18:00.000+08:00

its thursday its thursday, and tmr will be friday friday!!!!
reminds me of the rebecca black's song. rofl ~
AND.I.FEEL.VERY.SIAN. no idea why either pfft!

somebody show me some loveeee. LOL

part and parcel of life

2011-03-30T18:12:00.000+08:00

yea, i thought so too (:
yes michelle, you cant do every single thing to please every single one. because you aint a superwoman afterall.
as long as you've done your best like what bby had said.

yes i know yes i know~
be it with my friends or even at work.

friends,
just because we do not take your side dosent mean that we are not gona be there for you.
help the fact and not the person. i believe its pretty understandable. yea i know easy to say only.
but sometimes, own actions got to be reflected as on why everybody is not siding you rationally.
nuff said, i feel that i have said enough but the listener insist of rejected whatever is being said, i cant do much either isnt it. nuff said.

work,
and as usual was being helpful to help out with the payrolls, instead of showing the least bit of being appreciative, instead i got kp-ed at. and whats more the person that did it was not even me. wow.
indeed a joke. if "cannot cope" is all that you are worthy of saying then i suggest you just look for a job that is slow paced as possible and you can slowly cope all you want. if you intend to take up more workload den dont the eff start to complain and all. and if someone is even helpful enough to help you. show that appreciative-ness and not fucking shout/raise your voice at me.

1) not borned to let you shout/raised your voice at
2) not borned to help you with anything
3) not borned to owe you anything
4) not your fucking dog
5) who the eff are you to even talk to me like this.

S.I.G.H, but at least its just one. the rest are nice enough.
another reason to smile!!!!
hehehehehe. and at least im still being cold and cracking jokes althoughhhhh i was so pisseeedddd off just now. pfft.
k lah bye! gona go finish checking the payrolls and off to meet my pumpkin.
(K) xoxo

300 mark

2011-03-28T15:31:00.003+08:00

yey. 300!!!! 65 more days. hehehehehehe

we are that adorable

2011-03-28T15:26:00.000+08:00

we are that adorable. haha!

buay tahan. ^-^

i thot it was so funny so i decide to blog it out.

k back to work bye!

reminiscent

2011-03-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

i was reading up my past entries because i got nothing to do, i kinda realise my past entries are so much more entertaining than it is now. lol! i kinda miss having blog wars with attention seeking w. lol!
kinda entertaining in some way. tehheehehee.
my life now like damn mundane leh! lika boring only :(

and i miss FAP .

beeeeeen darn effing long since we met up and even camwhored already lor! miss times at school when we met up and take pictures in toilets and all. sigh those times. now you see why my blog is so much interesting last time then now? now its all about work work and more work. got more sian anot. of course have luh -.-

sigh sigh sigh, and im so bored nowwwwwwwww!!
waiting for the bby to come over and later head out.

OHHH random, my iphone scared the shit outta of me last night that i almost restored it loh! damn annoyed, but thank god i was smart srsly,

andddd this was what happened !!! HOW THE SHIT WAS I TO TYPE THE PASSWORD!!!!!
because only the 1,2,4,5 buttons were press-able!!
so angry i swear, yea i know my mickey is very cute!! I AGREE TOO! HAHAHA.
and partly was because i was trying to log into my phone till it was like 4am?! pissed maximum lor.
TIRED ONE LEHHHH! >:{

and i coma-ed all the way after its done. till like 3pm today O.O
if not for the mother that woke me up, i think im still sleeping like now. LOL!!!!
sigh, and my nose is running marathon again now. pfft.

OK BYE! be back soon.
( see im blogging so frequently now, proud of myself !!!! *grins* )

twentymarch.

2011-03-26T00:30:00.001+08:00

day one,

we caught some hongkong show, well i cant remember the name.
and i love corn. nuff said. hehe

just cant help but smile at this photo, he looks so cute here!! HAHAHA!
*pinch cheeks*
HEHEE! thot i look kinda bad with the cupcorn! but arla, bby looks so cute here!
ok im like so siao charbor .

want some corn? LOOOOL!

the movie wasnt that bad! crazyboy laughed so much at "char shao" -.-"
LOL! poor me was sneezing all the way. its not that its super cold there, but i was not feeling well.
nose had to irritate me when im on leave.
2 words = SO ANNOYING!

and guess what, we crossed some ....

LOVER BRIDGE !!!!
and the conversation goes ..

Me : bby we're crossing lovers bridge. we are lovers now!!! so exciting
Him : yes honey, we'll be lovers for life.

awwwwww, i was shorter after the crossing of the bridge.
MELTED WHAT. LOOOOOOOOOL .
ok lame i know. but but but, not sweet enough meh.
OH WELL, im not trying to boast about my happiness, im sharing the loveeeee~
*dances around in bliss*
LOL! im very sleepy now! pardon me for my crazy blogging.

and yea, we chilled at starbucks and and and i pwn him all over again,
fifty-six mtxhk, time flies srsly.

side-track abit,
yesterday i was talking to bby on msn, and was reading my older post when it was our first month.
hahahahaha, seems so yesterday, and i kinda really miss those times.
where i will just skip school with the bitch and we'll wait opp their school for them to finish lessons and all.
thou its very mundane at that time, always slacking at void decks and wasting our lives away, but i felt it was kinda worth it afterall.

its was those fun times we had when we were young. seems as though we have grown old together. hehe!
all the slackings, the screenings, the laughter, the chionging.
fiftysix months later, we are still as loving, im proud of it somehow.

hey bby, ily :*
for a lifetime.

some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this,
some people search forever, for that one special kiss
could this be the greatest love of all
i wana know that you will catch me when i fall.
So let me tell you this, some people wait a lifetime,
for a moment like this.