as we grow another month older,

" When you truly care for someone, you dont look for faults. You dont look for answers. You dont look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure. There are rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return.  

So once you have it, dont ever let it go. The chance might never come your way again." 

yes how very true, therefore a three word statement does not justify the importance that you have in my life. Instead of saying I Love You, i want you to know that no statement in english, or any other language for that matter, could possibly capture the very essence of how much i truly treasure your existance, and how thankful i am to call you mine. ♥ SHK.

happy monthsary babyboy.
another month without you by my side, but its okay. imma stay strong just for your sake.
we.will.make.it.through, and im gona look back and smile at how strong i was. hehe.
xoxo.

jolly

hello hello~ seems like forever since i posted. got no feel and really nth much to post about.
its freaking monday again. spells S I A N.
another 5 days of shitwork, another 5 days of not being able to see bby. no like at all D:

went to pick the baby up on friday! best feeling evaaaaa!! haha.
supper with bby's parents. and there 3 catsssss! one of which is pregnant and it looks motherly huge. damn scary :'(

caught chipmunkkkkk on sat!!!
along with jq&m, wj&nel.

hahaha still as adorable. but i still prefer the 1st show. hurhur.

sun was breakfast with dad&andy&bby @ chin mee chin confectionary that sells good toast! shiok!!!
lunch with bby's family @ pow sing.
and back to sleep in bby's arms. heheheeh!
sent him back to pasir ris (worst feeling LOL!) and the rain was godlike. couldnt even see whats 100m infront of me and it felt like i got prob accelerating my car. no joke. dont like driving in such weather. plus the fact that it has got to rain so heavily on bby's book in day makes everything worst. :(
dinner with dad&andy - claypot rice. good food jus that this cat keeps following us. changed table and it still followed us. disgusted max.

everything is good this weekend except that cats keeps pestering me and im really paranoid when there's cats around, like i cant even eat in peace that i have to keep looking out for it every now and then so that it dosent come near me or smt. this sucks really. and i secretly wishes all these cats gets extinct soon. dont tell me they are cute, cute is seriously not a word to be used on cats. AT ALL. save your comments cat lovers. pfftz ._.

anyway, my weekends nowadays are always so rushy. not that im complaining, but i kinda miss my non hectic weekends where i can nua and slp my day away. haha! its so different now. but its ok im not complaining. haha. but one thing is that it's passing too fasttttt !!!!
ahhhhh.......... im so lazy to transfer photos that i have... i'll come back again when i feel like it.

p/s : i cant wait for christmas eve alreadyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
we're gona parteeeeehhhh!!! :D

no life,

As of a month ago, i've got officially no more life.
havent been meeting friends at all because of all the matters back at my side :(
plus the fact that i've no boyf by my side.

all i have been doing is work,home,visiting,home,slp and the cycle repeats.
i haven really had time for myself because all the time was given to my family.
thus this explains why my blog has been so d-e-a-d...... no photos no other updates at all. sigh!

and today is a saturday, im home rotting as usual. cleaning my room and whats worst? I'VE GOT TO WORK LATER ON. fml really. and i have to head down to chong pang. i dont actually mind IF my boyf have booked out. BUT HELL NO, he's still stuck somewhere in the jungle and yeah this leterally suck max.

being together for so long, the confinement part was mother first time that we didnt meet up at all for 18 days, and this time, another record for not talking to each other for 5 long days. (felt like forever) i wana die leterally.
i think i almost forgot how isit like to have a boyf thats with me for 24/7. see how much i hate the army and how much its stealing my boyf away from me now? luckily every corner of where im in, there's my babyboy's picture, else i think im gona really forget how he even looks like. sigh!

I DONT KNOW WHAT IM BLOGGING, GOT NO LIFE LAH SIAN!

 i miss you so god damn bloody much. :(

this is so torturing & srsly i nvr felt like this before. 

i cant wait to be in your arms again.

really cannot tank this shit the amry is putting me through.

but then for you, i will. ♥