i dont wana grow up

if growing up means losing people i love, i rather not grow up.
although its pretty unrealistic and it will never happen, but i wish time would stop somehow.
or somebody just invent a time machine.
i wana go back to the time where everything was complete.
i dont wana grow up and start losing people. it sucks so much.

i wont ask for much, bring me back to 2006. and let me stay there forever.
im more than contented living in that year.
pretty please?

881 (Y)

was feeling shitty as usual so i went home to rest first before going to catch 881 :D
so excited because there's nat ho!!! MY FAV . yeyz.

fianlly got my 100 voucher !!

but im really sick of sakae already !!!!!

ANYBODY WANTS TO BUY FROM ME? ROFLLLL

yey my head not small already LOL!!

HR ♥

 and all of us that went for the musical, excluding H & G.


it was really (Y) show.
me like me likey.
thou i wasnt feeling well, but then again i enjoyed luh!
trained home with bby after that.

This four words.

是你让我看透生命这东西
四个字坚持到底
如果没有你
我的生活回到一片狼藉


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Can't wait for you to be back again. Stay strong like you always is. Like how you been fighting.
Need you back with us soon (:
Xoxo!!!


And as for myself I'm sick these few days :(
Not a good sign. Be gone little sick bugs I don't need you in my life. Not at this point of time!!!!
K shoo now!

A fighter a man

Yes you are. For you have always been here for me since forever. You will be fine. You will win this battle. You will yes you will.

For everyone of us is fighting this with you. Please have the will. Will to fight this together. We are all in this. Never ever ever give up. Say strong cause you always are!!!!!

坚强奋斗因为我们永远在你身边。永远
<3

twentyfirstapril

headed to the hospital in the noon and then went back to RP !!!
SHO HAPPY.
cause i got to meet kuku, and then huhu!!
was in the library with kuku and look wad i saw!!

hehehe still on his lappy! its been a year (:

HOW I MISS THOSE TIMES :(

waited for huhu to end sch and also the usual xl-ness with her ♥
and and and and drank my green milk tea with popping pearls!
ROFLLLL!!! leterally popping pearl. like eating fish egg. LOL!

then waited for bby to end work, headed home in the rain.
motherly painful :(
dinner dapao-ed at seng kee!! FINALLY GOT TO TRY THEIR MEE SUAH! major happy.
then to cousin's place :D

GOOD DAY GOOD DAY.

HAPPY 57TH MTXHK LOVE, xx ♥

ybbuoyevol

AND TODAY IS GOOD FRIDAY.
not so good so far. cause im feeling very WARM!
pfft. kbye

what an eyeopener

19 April tuesday,

Fel and i headed to geylang to collect some namecards, and my the place is horrible.

and i promised nvr to complain about our office anymore.

one moutain is higher than the other. oh gawd.

i took some pictures and it was really horrible like those kind of haunted office you see in movies.

the kind when the lift door opens and you see a long passageway that never ends kind?

yea its like that! and the kind u nvr know when 'something' will pop out anot. gosh!

 had to snap very quickly which explains the blur-ness :/

 GROSS D:

 this is when the lift suddenly opened at the fifth floor and nobody was there. scary lor okay -.-

like horror movie D:

I DIDNT LIE RIGHT. 

SO SCARY PLS THIS KINDA OFFICE, IMAGINE ITS LIKE AT NIGHT, YOU GOT TO OT AND YOU'RE ALONEEEEE.

waaaaaaaaah. and the surrounding is like ulu max. D:

 this is the side..
got naked fat uncle and all. NOT SAFE D:

 and we had the famous dim sum for tea break :D HEHEHEE . LIKE!!

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Wednesday was the start of my long weekend :D
i remembered being damn busy the whole day. idk why either, but my work aint completed. but wtv! LOL

boliao max

this week is full of unexpected and terrible news. i dont like it at all.
haishhhh, May come faster pleaseeeeeee :(
and hope everyone will be healthy and well soon enough.

OHHH YEAAAH and i tweeted smt on twitter abt this and SOMEBODY jitao copied my whole tweet leh adding in some words plus an emoticon in nia leh. siggggggh! dont she know there's a retweet button on twitter?

i am so sad. why people always wana do this kinda things to me one. i got evidence hor. dont come pretend say i yuan wang you okay?

:D

#100

HELLO HIHIHIHIII HOOOO!

bet you miss me and shk. hahahahahahaa
if yes please breathe! tyvm. rofl
shall post pictures because i feel like blogging but nth to blog about you see. haiiiish.

my shk's face is stagnant one pattern one. whereas im pattern more than badminton.
HAHAHAHAHA,
wtv it is, me like different photo apps :P

 this photo was supposingly damn dark! HAHA

good things there's an app that could brighten the picture,

and after i tried, it turns out pretty good ^^

ME LIKES IT (:

 hehehe my cute bunny case with it's bushy tail.

hahahahaha. act cute but I LIKEEE.

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oh ytd we went to chomp chomp to have dinner/supper. wtv u called it.
and this uncle from the tze char store really pissed the shit out of me.
wasnt really in a good mood already. still keep on kp like i owe him.
and the clear plates guy, like dumb, wana cross duno to say excuse me -.-
URGH.

and we realised that uncle that kp was the one that 'cheated' bby.
STUPID GO AND DIE.
never gona eat from you pathetic stall everrrr againnnnnn.
RAWWWWWR.

Bunny case in the bunny year

LOOOOOOOOOK!!!!!


Hehhehez my little precious got new clothes!!!!! (y)
Abit act cute I know but it's pink and adorable! So irresistible lor no? Hehehahahoho!
Thou the ears abit extra and the tail is so bushy Pfft! But it's still adorable I lubbbb it :D

Heheh okay imma go change and then go dinner, maybe supper with shk now D:
I.am.fainting.soon.actually.
Even on the verge of fainting I still blog. Pls love me !! Hahaha kthxbye

angry birds made me an angry girl

i know im damn slowww. cause i started playing angry birds only ytd.
i nvr wanted to dl this game after trying to play cut the ropes. so fucking annoying lor that game. NO?
jo psycho-ed me to dl this stupid bird cause i was falling asleep in office.
and i got sibeh pekchek cause i keep cannot pass and feel sibeh awake after that!!!!!
walao eh, you know that pekchek-ness you feel anot? you know you know?? ROFL.

and this is so effing trueeeee !!!!!
i got more angry than the angry birds lor pfffffft !!
dont even know why its so popular that you even see the plush toys and now even A MOVIE about it.
LIKE SRSLY??????  a movie about angry birds? WTF ok?

but i still dont like this game laaaaah! piss me off only
DIE YOU BIRDS DIEEEEEE!! :P

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edited,

and you know what?! i just passed everything and thats it!
end of the free game.
NAHBEEEEEEH!!!! should have just downloaded the full version.
now i got to start ALL OVER AGAIN. wahhhh.
I GIVE UP , ANGRY SHIT

My middle finger salutes you

ASSSSSS-HOLEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!


everyday you never fail to piss me off. by your disgusting actions srsly. and now your mouth holding gold luh cannot talk?! URGHHH.
see your face also feel like punching you.
annoying piece of shit.
SORRY I REALLY NEED TO RANTTTTT. YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO READ CAUSE AFTERALL ITS MY BLOG RIGHT. EITHER READ OR GET LOST.

everyday you only know how to effing complain you cant cope, you have alot to do, but everyday you are effing leaving on time even before us.
HELLO, if thats called BUSY, then those like us who stay after work hours is considered as what?? WORKAHOLIC UH??!!!
best everrrr lah, all you do is schedule ans calls and press on the damn ipad. VERY BUSY MEH??
lidat i also want your job. cause I GOT TO BLOODY DO YOUR SAI KUNG FOR THE SAI LANG YOU.
arbo you also give me your pay luhhh, i will sibeh willing to do your sai kung and take over your jobscope! LIKE IDEA HOR.
else dont give me all your shit and you sit there and do nth besides opening door for ppl.

URGH, the least you could do is say nicely and ask for my help and not take for granted that I SHOULD do your work for you because i have been helping out since 2 months ago!!!!
now take it like I MUST DO LAH??
THINK WHAT? I MYSELF NO WORK TO DO ISIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY MUST MY OFFICE HAVE THIS KIND OF BLACK SHEEP DOG. RUIN EVERYBODY'S HAPPINESS. SIGGGGH


OKAY NUFF SAID. I FINISHED RANTING.
i just told J to remind me not to talk to her since she likes to whatsapp so fiaking much.
but F said dont waste, just email. LIKA IDEA. HEHEHEHEHEE


OK KARRRMONNNN!!! 

hahahahahaahaha okay. im all good now!
tyvm for reading uh! LOL

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anyway, everything's all good. am so glad.
and i finally caught up on my slp ytd night. wah i needed more srsly D:
HMMMMMM.

Heart sank

Can never ever ever take such news. Urgh!
2nd time 2nd time!!
my poor heart gets weaker and weaker after each shock! Siannnnn!

was with baby happily disturbing each other after dinner at sakae lohhh!
Jitao bad news when I was abt to head home :(
After hearing what happened I Jitao felt damn damn queasy and bad. My legs leterally lika nua :( reached home at about 2am D:

The whole night I kept waking up to the slightest thing. Urgh this really suck :(
Now I'm feeling really shitty sigh.
SO TIREDDDDDDDD ONLY !!

Get well soon! :( haizzzzzz!
WHY ALWAYS LIDAT WHYYYYYY :(
I know I keep sighing :( not that I want to anyway I'm really feeling very shitty :'(

lurb the cousins

because of the heavy rain i got stuck at home.
and i was randomly going to ppl's facebook and even friendster.
ANDDDD HOMAIGAWWWD. i wana vomit seeing somebody's photo.
swear i nvr seen anybody more cui than her.
fuck her life man.
even at my cui-est point of time, i was prettier than her. x98469128919888127196 times ROFL.
ok fine, none of my business, i shouldnt be mean (:

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lemme update a little, although i still have no got the photos from my cuz yet!!!
on april fool's was on half day.
and we headed to "开房" hahaha!

missing dom and mel .

chio to the max hotel !!!!!! so in love, im definitely going back thereeee!!!
and im gona bring bby there next time!!!
♥.♥

few photos before i get it from my cuzzie.
:D

twentysecondmarch

day 3,

we actually didnt do much and basically slept only luh. lololol.
nothing much and i kinda forgot already luh! >:{
photos only ok? show u the loveable couple. rofffffl !!

can see this photo is taken by who lah hor? lolol so no standard. HEHEHEHE.

see the difference? LOL!

enjoyable trip because its with the bby, no matter where also enjoyable right tsk!
although i was a little sick uh :( nt that i want also actually!

we had lunchhhhh @ this vietnamese restaurant.
not very fantastic actually.
HAAAIZZZZ...
& at this point of time i really miss thailand's coconut blended sighhhh :(
sibeh feel like drinking nowwww.

i wana go back to thailanddd lehhhh. somebody go with me???
:( :( :(
i wish i had unlimited days of leave! pfft. not enough to use lehhhh !! roar.

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ITS MONDAY AGAIN TMR :(
SENSE MY SADDNESS. HAIIIIZZZZ
KBYE!

meetup with the bff

Met up with the bff yesterday for dinner again. talk cock sing song. disturb huhu and update on stuffs!
as usual all the xl stuff. talk to him and huhu jitao karma 'sky' high hehehee!! ^^







:D
p/s : bitch, time to meet us already! else jiak pedigree! HEHE

Just felt like typing

Randomly met up with 15yrs just now at the very last min cause I got no dinner. And was on mc today. Couldn't get out of bed -.- with a swollen nose! Lol. Bby was telling me he also sneezed 10 times in a row and his nose feels swollen too! Rofl!

So we had a mini catch up and also Met eunice there! Called her up and she was having a date hahahah ^^
Good catch up with him as always (:

Tmr Gona meet the bff! Friday my fap! Woohoo whole week of meetups with my favorite ppl! Damn love! Xoxo! Heheh happy is me. Okay bye

twentyfirstmarch

day two,

twentyfirst march, means whatttt... hehehehe! its another MTXHK day (:
the start of it was already after the movie and me sneezing badly.
so we went to starbucks to get hot drinks and chilled :D

xoxo! ♥

our breakfast. hahahahaha!!
buay pai hor. ^^

bby went back to change and we headed to the casino!
because it was raining the whole damn day -.-
ohhhh no photos of me in bby's "dong ji lian ge" scarf. rofl~
& its our virgin timeeeeee there of course! hehehe.
pretty much of an experience (Y) i likeeeee!
thou i smelt like a smoke machine after that unlike (N)

had dinner at some stupid hotpot place. and the food suck max.
after eating, i told baby
" this is the first and last time im coming here "
LOL !! dont even know when is the next time we'll be going back also. hahahahahah!

lololol the face! damn classic. hahahaa.
and yes we went to catch a movie again.
and its the effing first time i keep falling asleep. it must be the medicine and kinda boring show.
to me luh, cause bby said it was very nice. o well.

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happy mtxhk day again bbylove.
love you most. ♥

April's Foooooool

hahahahahahahahahhahahaa.
wanted to pretend to get pissed and this is what happened. rofl
jitao is ._. hahah!!

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and its friiidaaaaay todayyy!!! gona meet the cousins later. yey \m/

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any-o-how, its April already today, mommy told me some shocking news (obviously isnt very good ones) last night :( and i was really really really down the whole night.
and bby was so nice, hehe i know you're always here for me thou :*
but sometimes this kinda thing very very hard to think likewise.
its like history repeating itself again, hopefully its another april fool's joke again :(
everything will be fineee *chants*
siggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh !!

but im very happy that at least i have somebody to share with,
be it the happy times or the sad times, i know i can always rely on you for comfort (:
thank you bby.
hehehe, he's like my best friend, i can confine anything with him. and he's the only one that i can trust with my darkest secrets afterall.
my best friend, my boyfriend, my everything ♥ ily.

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while typing the title, i got reminded by what T said,
Foooooooooooooooooo(l)
HAHAA. ok inside joke bye