still alive and kicking

Hi everybardie.......!!!

been a week since i posted something here, and im still alive and kicking.
work sucks, very much as usual.
i have big problems working with as asshole, who knows nth yet acts like he knows everysinglefuckingthing !!!
you know how annoying is that?
you get instructions on one day, and another he changes his fucking mind.
easy for him, not for the rest ASSHOLE.
fuck you very much.

nuff said about work, im starting to look for a neewwww job because i really need it.

these 2 days were spent with my love. it makes everything so much better after work i swear.
and ytd we went to have dinner at amk's fish steamboat. yumzz!!
and then caught ...

KUNGFU PANDA!!!!

but the both us were so pissed off with GV.
and immediately wrote a complaint to the management when i reached home.
I FEEL SO SINGAPOREAN SUDDENLY.
and this is my first complaint letter lohhhhhh!!!

THEY BETTER GIVE ME A GOOD EXPLANATION I SWEAR.
if not i will just boycott GV. annoyed.

we grow another month older

Happy fifty-eight mtxhk day bby.

love you more than words can say :')

xoxo ♥

wasting a post for redundant people.

cannot eat grapes say grapes sour. also not the first time thing already.

hahahahhaha. damn pathetic.

just build a bridge and get over it already leh. 

but see your pattern i dont think you will even start building much more get over it.

10 years down the road i will still see/hear you harping on the same thing again. 

srsly no life maximum.

didnt your parents teach you the basic manners?

you dont start bitching about somebody when that person has got nth to do with you.

neither has he/she done anything. (to you)

much more it dosent even concern you one bit. 

srsly start reflecting on yourself before you even start speaking ill of others. 

turn off seeing/hearing people like you talk.

damn pathetic. i srsly pity you leh.
:)

Sneak peak

Happy birthday bby!! ily

At 12 midnight on the 63rd floor.
Romentic much! Hhehe

bby's advanced bee-day celebration

yey its monday. (first time lika happy its monday) hahahaa
cause its vesak day tmr !!! and its a PH. woohoo.
if only every week's monday is like this uh, work one day, holiday another day (Y)
anyway while waiting for bby to come over, shall do some update on his birthday. :D hehehee!!

14thMay2011.

went over earlier and helped bby collect his cake. imma nice girlf i know i know. hahahaha!
heavy loh the cake. dont think its a simple thing okay.
changed and got ready (Y)

the king. rofl. bby had to serve him somemore. LOL.
ok lah forgive you since you like that. WAHAHAHAA.
still came over (Y)

the bbf ♥

:) 

the both of us smile until very suan. which resulted in this spastic smile.

LOLOLOL!!

" HAPPY BEE-DAY LOVE!!!!! "

( i will leave what i wana tell you till your actual day. hehe )

hahaha the corridor friends.

only the bbf abit camera friendly.

everytime i snap random shots she will always pose for me. HAHA

mom and dad were too shy to take pics -.-
LOLOL. buay tahan them.
was a busy and fruitful day. (:
that bby a happy birthday boy. :*

p/s more photo on my facebook as usual. haha (:

happy advanced bee-day love.

bby's advanced birthday celebration was a blast.
will blog more when im in the mood, else got not much photos for you stalkers. LALALA.
cant wait for tues and wed already.

check back soon (:
xoxo.

loves of my life

12th May 2011 ; Thursday

took half day just for bby's graduation ceremony. im sucha nice girlf i know :)
headed down to have lunch with him. but i ate alone -.-
GUESS WHAT I ATE... HEHEHEHE

YESSSSSSS. OF COURSE.
my dry ban mian!! hehehe. been so long so longgggg.
tempted cuz with this while she's at work. hahaha :P

then headed to find kuku when bby went in first.
went into the CE talk he was having. and the woman taking attendance insisted that i have to scan my ez-link
-.- not cute lor, already said i was finding someone. bwah.

then went to look for his momma, stupid bby told me to meet her at 4.45 when guest should be seated at 4.30
made me chiong like mad woman -.- annoying hor. with heels somemore. pfft!

the stage was so much nicer than last year's one lor. even the invitation card. pfft.
much more professional now.

love of my life ♥

the daughter and the father. hahahahahahahahahah!!! ♥

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parted with bby after that and cabbed down to sunplaza with huhu for dinner with bff.

shibalnom's dinner finally ♥

sakaeee again -.- 

with the koi bff bought for us (Y) 

our 2h plus dinner. LOL

full of rubbish with the shibalnoms! eat laugh crap xl.

whats more whats more. hahahaha.

but i love you both ♥

my one and only bff (:

my one and only huhu (:

my favourite shibalnoms ♥

 x.♥.x.♥

happy girl. happy day.

with all the lovessss (:

wow, im actually in a good mood, and i posted so many photos!! hahahahahaa

so once in a blue moon :)

OK BYE!!

bby's graduation day

congratulations bby!! i love you.
be back to blog more soon!! xx

virgin time

7th May 2011.

i just had to note this day down. because ...

firstly,
it was General Election 2011, which means that im of legal age to vote. and also meant that ...
IT'S MY VIRGIN VOTING RIGHTS!!!!!!
how exciting, yes i was very excited to vote!! hahahaha. ikr. you may think its just voting. haha
but wtv ok im really very excited and happy, was shrilling to my momma about it and she also said i was siao. LOL

so went down with mom and dad to vote in the noon, everything was chop chop leh . so fast.
i really want to upload the pics. but im afraid its not allowed. so forget it !!!!! :(

grandma hse for lunch and the whole conversation topic was all about the GE2011, i think its normal luh uh.
and to me its smt that im interested in. have been since i knew wads going on in 2006. my fav year. i MUST stress on this again. LOL!!!

secondly,

had a date with bby. we went to catch fast and furious 5. and that show is good shit!!!!!

HOT UH HE!! lololol (Y)

i actually cant remember where else we went. shiat.
OK I REMEMBER THEN COME BACK. XOXO

OH I REMEMBERED!! hahaha
went to have mother's day dinner with bby's mom and grandma.
and it was an expensive one. lol.
then home to catch the election results with a snoring boy beside me. hurhur

Little times spent tght..

Aiyo I haven blogged about my polling day PH leh! Pfft okay soon! Wait till I use my com at home :D

anw bby came down to find me just now and we had Mac! Finally tried the spicy nugget! Naiseee :D
Hehehheeee, spending little time like this with him is more than enough actually (:

And and and I'm really excited tmr!! Going back to school for bby's graduation ceremony (y)
And then gona meet huhu!!!!!!

Time flies Srsly! So fast a year has past. Last yr's today was my graduation day and now it's been a year. In a dew days time will be my 1st year! What more can I say besides time Srsly flies like idk what. :(

If this is what you want

Hiiiii I have the urge to blog now because some people are getting hilariously nonsensical.

It's my blog my twitter my facebook etc it's MINE. I got the every rights to unfollow unfriend and write about anything anyone.

Dont have to go around writing on fb, twits etc. Hello do I look like I care? Also no need to go ard assuming i'm angry etc. Hell not I'm superbly happy now if you didnt realize (:

I actually owe nobody any reason as to why I unfollow or unfriend people on my twitter and fb. Tyvm.
If you ain't happy come up to my face and say instead of being a typing warrior.

I got the every fucking rights to prevent myself from being unhappy/pissed off with things I shouldn't be.
See it and understand it.
Dont need to make a big whooha about this. Like srsly? Rofl.

Stop contradicting yourself already ._. enough thanks

Xxxxxx.

All the love for you tonight. (:



While waiting for Bby to reach home I decided to come write something haha!

work was okay like as usual besides the evp coming in to ask stupiiiiddddddd max question. Don't understand how he could have open his mouth to ask such a question. Sigh yes but he still did.
Nevermind it's over. He's causing so much drama everywhere. Sigh. And Tmr another batch of MS to interview :( it's Gona take up the whole of my afternoon again. Sian!

Bby came to fetch me after work :D
Today he lika sweet only. Cause I'm angsty girl lol and he brought me to dinner and koi !! Yes my cravings satisfied :D
But dinner was bad okay. Disappointed no honey dew sago loh!!!!!


Love you bee, muacks.

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Eeyer and I'm watching news now while typing. Nicole Seah sibeh act pls. What's with the crying sia srsly? Gain sympathy vote? WTF. Nonsense.
One word -- gross.

good day today besides some minor hiccups!
time passes damn fast and i likeeeee (Y)

we received flowers today!!! for secretary appreciation week! awww so sweet my boss.

so awesome!!! thou i still prefer sunflowers, but nevertheless i still like this!! :D
THANK YOU (:

everything is going well so far. im happy to hear the good news!! ^^
hope this month will be a good one, since the first 3 days is already awesome enough.
YEYZ.

i forgot wad i wana blog.
and since i just done up with the stupid pipeline for the stupid orh e orh. !!!!
so no harm i drop by to liven up my dull blog. hurhur.

&& happy 20th huhu! love ya! ♥

OK BYE!! KISS XOXO.


p/s : its the 4th again tmr. :')

full of thoughts

So today met up with bby and we had late lunch/early dinner. And then headed to get tickets for movie - home - ktph

And while walking to the bike after visiting, we saw this whole family crying as they walked pass us, I'm sure someone closed to them had an accident or smt. Its really a saddening sight, first was a woman, she was so weak that had to be supported by two other guys. And also followed by all the other family members at the back all of them are crying. Even the men. And this grandpa in wheelchair was in tears too. You know this is such a rare sight and of course not the best sight at all.

It strikes me how fragile life is afterall. People just leave that suddenly. Even without warning. Yes nothing at all. That's the worst feeling one has got to face srsly. It was a damn heart wrenching sight.

Yes i understand the pain of losing. I felt the pain of losing. It is never good. You know how I really Wana pen down how I'm feeling now but I have no words to use to describe it. It sucks.

Death is basically just a stone throw away from the life we live in now.
ytd, at ttsh, 2 of the patient were at their brink of death. It's like the whole team of doctor and nurses in the room. Family were called in and all. Because they are leaving anytime.
And coincidentally one of them is daddy's friend's bro-in-law. The doctors only gave him 48 hours to pull through. And if he was not responding that's it. Yes that's it. And there goes a life. Look how fragile it is :(
The other one was because his lungs collapse. Pretty amazing how the parts in our body can just take away our life just by collapsing.

This few weeks I have been encountering different people with different illness, fate, life. It's scary very scary to me. I really hate all this life and death thing. Even if the person isn't at all related to me, I feel the pain. Even for the families. I tried putting it in my shoes, the hurt multiplys.
You see how much I hate changes and how afraid I am of losing people I love?

And yes I love my family. ALOT. never been more thankful for each and everyone. Esp my grandmalove and parents. I don't Wana lose anybody srsly. :(

You know what? Sometimes I do think that humans should nvr have feelings, if we don't we won't feel any pain. We won't feel a shit. It might be awesome in some extend. 'some'.


Ok I know it's too wordy to read. You can choose not to read. (:
And Bby and I caught roommate just now. Not too bad a show. And I was surprised leighton was acting it in! Psychopathic shit. Hahahahaaa

Oh well okay I shall end here else I will keep typing and it will nvr end at all. Xx.

MAYDAY

good news on the 1st of may! im sure May's so gona be better than April.
it better be.
went to the docs and this time im really finally getting better because i can eat again!
effing torture seeing food and feel like puking, ahhhhh i bet you nvr understand because you aint me :(
and well its worth the price to pay srsly (:

and and and and im so happy its a holiday tmr! no monday bluesssxxzz :D
oh yeah cuz finally uploaded our pictures for a month ago. HAHAH.

supa love ♥

May!!!!

Be back to blog soon!
So lazy to on my computer :/