Saturday, December 31, 2011

my 2011,

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Totally do not like this year at all, full of ups and down, full of hospital visits, yea i sincerely wished the year ended faster, and FINALLY its here! go now and may the following year be a better year for everyone. All my love ones to be in good health and of course be blessed and happy :)

shall do a summary of my whole nasty 2011 year... hmm.


Started of the year with Lo Hei Event with the company! and thats where i got a photo with my fav Nat Ho! :)
and even got to lo hei with him!! but why my 2011 still so fucked up? pfftzzzz~
i know i have posted this photo a million times... but who cares! hehee :3

HEHEHEHEHEHEEE! HAPPY MAK MAK~


In Feb, celebrated our 5th valentines together!


March,

celebrated our fifty-six with a getaway into the clouds haha!


and we went for our friend's wedding!!! wl & queenie's !! always love attending friend's wedding :')


April,

attended 881's concert !!!! yes Nat Ho again! hehehe! happy is me~

although i remember i was sick that day~ hahahah! but it was a good musical, in fact my first musical that i ever attended!!!

it was also sudden down period for the family. im so very glad everything is back to normal now that im penning this down. how very horrible we felt that month.

May,

attended bby's graduation day! :)

hehehe like a proud girlfriend. loL!!!

then it was bbyboy's twentyfirst birthday!! also the 5th birthday that im celebrating for him already. how time flies, from 16 years old to the grown up 21st! hehe, so glad to be part of his life thus far~ :)

a very good night :)

then celebrated the actualy day with bby~ surprised him with a stay at M hotel~ heheh :3

dinner at this Mexican restaurant. and then headed to 1-altitude. our first time there! counted down to his bday on the 63rd floor haha! how romentic.


June,

marks my first year in sakae~ time flies~~~

July,

marks our fifth year together ♥
beeeeeeen so long :)
you can read my post for the fifth year here >>> fifth year post here

pretty surprise from my baby boy! love my sunflower v v v v v much!!!! its still on my desk!! been 5 months already! hahaha :)


also marks my last days in sakae~

the awesome collegues made me tear when all along i thought i will leave happily, but nvr did i imagine myself tearing. because of them. and they even tear with me. :')
and they took this picture. pfftz, so ugly but full of emotions :')
i miss them already~~~~


August,

Anniversary trip ~~ hehehe!!! to phuket!! :)

awesome daysssss!!!!! i dont mind going back there and get all sun burnt again! haha~

& also started my new job! not too bad....


September,

my 18th birthday celebration!!! HAHAHAHA :)
bbq with the closest~~

babyboy surprised me at 12 midnight. and left me in tears. i love you ♥


october,

i cant remember what i did in this month! how can???? :(

november,

the month i dreaded most :(
how i felt so very sad sighhhhhhhh!!!!
after 18 days of hardship~ hahaaha!!

and also had my first flea with huhu, and new friends zann & amanda!

was also horrible because grandma and dad wasnt feeling well. ;(
how worried i was everyday. and also worn out
couldnt celebrate grandma's 91st :(
but its okay we're gona celebrate it soonnnnzxxz!

happier stuff, attended jq&M's solominzation but without the baby !


December,

christmasssss, had a damn good time with the family~
and now we're gona countdown to the very last day of awful 2011 !!!
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This year isnt very good, i really hope next year would be much better than it is now.
another 1 more week to bby's POP! i cant wait to attend!!!!!!!!

In the new year, i have no resolutions, i just hope that every of my love ones to be healthy and happy forever!
i love everyone too much for anything bad to happen to any of them.


And by the time you're able to read this its already the 01.01.01!!!!! (wtf was I thinking??? Lol I actually meant 31.12.11!!!!! hahah!! Was actually rushing out to go fetch the bby and to schedule this post, and I bet u ppl didn't even notice lmao! Kbye) )
and i'll be partying at siloso beach tonight!!! hahahaha!

in any case,

" HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRR EVERIBARDIIIII ~~~ ♥ "

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

the christmas weeeeek.

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4 good days spent well with the baby! (Y)
wish the week didnt have to end... wish i didnt have to work.
meh, ok i should stop whinning, life is not made up of whinnings. got news from mom about x death. its so scary. i dont want to imagine the pain of his family esp the wife, sigh! life is too fragile and scary :(

k happier stuffs...
our christmas eve parteh! so good so good ♥

christmas, was also mom&dad's anniversary! so cool hurrrr :)
visit grandma,aunt's home,212@katong, geylang claypotrice, home, marie's hse xmas party with sista+yuri & zt.


boxing day, lunch then MI3 with bby! and did some cooking. and most impt-ly spending time with my bby!
why do good days have to end so fast? sibeh sian!


mehhh pardon my swollen one big one small eyes. so ugly. but i have to take a photo of us every week! HAHA!! sent bby back to pasir ris is always a darn sian thing to do. i prefer gg alone and coming back as two instead of gg as two and coming back alone!!! you get it?! no? then forget it. hahaha

im so siannnnn! dont like work.... its like still xmas! why do we have to work! it should be declared PH the whole last 2 weeks of dec! hahahahahah. pfftz bye!

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

as we grow another month older,

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" When you truly care for someone, you dont look for faults. You dont look for answers. You dont look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure. There are rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return.  
So once you have it, dont ever let it go. The chance might never come your way again." 


yes how very true, therefore a three word statement does not justify the importance that you have in my life. Instead of saying I Love You, i want you to know that no statement in english, or any other language for that matter, could possibly capture the very essence of how much i truly treasure your existance, and how thankful i am to call you mine. ♥ SHK.

happy monthsary babyboy.
another month without you by my side, but its okay. imma stay strong just for your sake.
we.will.make.it.through, and im gona look back and smile at how strong i was. hehe.
xoxo.

Monday, December 19, 2011

jolly

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hello hello~ seems like forever since i posted. got no feel and really nth much to post about.
its freaking monday again. spells S I A N.
another 5 days of shitwork, another 5 days of not being able to see bby. no like at all D:

went to pick the baby up on friday! best feeling evaaaaa!! haha.
supper with bby's parents. and there 3 catsssss! one of which is pregnant and it looks motherly huge. damn scary :'(

caught chipmunkkkkk on sat!!!
along with jq&m, wj&nel.
hahaha still as adorable. but i still prefer the 1st show. hurhur.

sun was breakfast with dad&andy&bby @ chin mee chin confectionary that sells good toast! shiok!!!
lunch with bby's family @ pow sing.
and back to sleep in bby's arms. heheheeh!
sent him back to pasir ris (worst feeling LOL!) and the rain was godlike. couldnt even see whats 100m infront of me and it felt like i got prob accelerating my car. no joke. dont like driving in such weather. plus the fact that it has got to rain so heavily on bby's book in day makes everything worst. :(
dinner with dad&andy - claypot rice. good food jus that this cat keeps following us. changed table and it still followed us. disgusted max.

everything is good this weekend except that cats keeps pestering me and im really paranoid when there's cats around, like i cant even eat in peace that i have to keep looking out for it every now and then so that it dosent come near me or smt. this sucks really. and i secretly wishes all these cats gets extinct soon. dont tell me they are cute, cute is seriously not a word to be used on cats. AT ALL. save your comments cat lovers. pfftz ._.

anyway, my weekends nowadays are always so rushy. not that im complaining, but i kinda miss my non hectic weekends where i can nua and slp my day away. haha! its so different now. but its ok im not complaining. haha. but one thing is that it's passing too fasttttt !!!!
ahhhhh.......... im so lazy to transfer photos that i have... i'll come back again when i feel like it.

p/s : i cant wait for christmas eve alreadyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
we're gona parteeeeehhhh!!! :D

Saturday, December 10, 2011

no life,

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As of a month ago, i've got officially no more life.
havent been meeting friends at all because of all the matters back at my side :(
plus the fact that i've no boyf by my side.

all i have been doing is work,home,visiting,home,slp and the cycle repeats.
i haven really had time for myself because all the time was given to my family.
thus this explains why my blog has been so d-e-a-d...... no photos no other updates at all. sigh!

and today is a saturday, im home rotting as usual. cleaning my room and whats worst? I'VE GOT TO WORK LATER ON. fml really. and i have to head down to chong pang. i dont actually mind IF my boyf have booked out. BUT HELL NO, he's still stuck somewhere in the jungle and yeah this leterally suck max.

being together for so long, the confinement part was mother first time that we didnt meet up at all for 18 days, and this time, another record for not talking to each other for 5 long days. (felt like forever) i wana die leterally.
i think i almost forgot how isit like to have a boyf thats with me for 24/7. see how much i hate the army and how much its stealing my boyf away from me now? luckily every corner of where im in, there's my babyboy's picture, else i think im gona really forget how he even looks like. sigh!

I DONT KNOW WHAT IM BLOGGING, GOT NO LIFE LAH SIAN!

 i miss you so god damn bloody much. :(
this is so torturing & srsly i nvr felt like this before. 
i cant wait to be in your arms again.

really cannot tank this shit the amry is putting me through.
but then for you, i will. ♥

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

its when shit happens, then you'll know who your angels are.

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life isnt treating me nor my love ones well these 2 months. so much is happening. im exhausted. i dont know how much more i have got to take before i see the rainbow again. but im hoping soon please.

praying real hard everything will go back to normal by the end of this week. thats where my bbyboy will come back to me again. will not be able to contact him AT ALL this whole week. suck ballz srsly. why why why must you keep snatching my boyf away from me. its not funny at all :(

very thankful for all my angels around. my wonderful family and awesome cousins. love y'all so much. im gona stay strong and fight this shit. you're going down down down losers. :)

we are all blessed. ♥
at hard times, only the true one remains. and im thankful for that.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

#hellodecember

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May grandma and dad get well soon!
Finally the end of nasty november!!!!! FINAFUCKINGLY KKKKK!!! hate nov so so so so much.
i hope 2011 ends asap! very much a very fucked up year. nothing been going well at all. stupid much.

ahhh well, last month already! go go go~ end this shit!



i hope you be goood december, make my christmas wish come true.  :)
and i hope everybody will be in the pink of health.
boyf to hurry come back to me. miss him blardy much. bth!
how many times have i whined about freaking SAF stealing my boyf?
yea, countless. 

weekends hurry come !! 



shall head to bed already.
been so fucking tired running around up down up down everyday. 
no joke no joke. i need my rest.
good night.