zero.days

finally i see the 0!!!!!
in less than 24 hrs from now... im so excited hahaha

it feels like like first date all over again. the excitedness, the happiness, the everything.
20 days over finally. say slow nt slow, say fast not fast, but im v glad its all over soon.
cant wait to be in ur arms again :)

that reminds me on the 26 nov, on bby's first book out after the same number of days. how by seeing him puts the widest grin on my face. haha

I CANT WAIT ALREADY.
SEE YOU IN LESS THAN 24HRS BABY!!!!!!
:)

another month

this month the boyf is half a globe away from where i am.
but nevertheless, happy 78th boo.

i misssss you :(
craving for a real big huggggg now. :(

Fragility of life

Just saw facebook and got to know of this secondary school friend passed away in a bike accident.
It's so sudden. So depressing reading things like this on fb. i really dont like it.
i feel so uneasy the whole day. Yes it's yet another bike accident. :(

I hope withnesses comes up and help his family with this. and esp his girlf.
Super poor thing pls. everytime i read her post i feel like tearing.
im just feeling like 5% of her pain. i cannot imagine her pain. its 100x more man. :(
reallllllly depressing. sigh.

RIP school mate.


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then i met the bff v impromptu-ly @ my place.
heard alot of stories of his TP life. as usual it makes me feel so uneasy.
it's like almost every 2 days somebody will die on the road. its so so so so scary.
makes me wana stay at home forever. which is impossible lah i know.
sigh!


i dont know how to pen how and what im feeling down into words.
but i really hope everyone i love will stay safe & sound.
love em too much for anything to happen to them :(
hate this heart-wrenching thing... urgh! why cant we not have any feelings. damn it.

a week

it's been a week... seems fast but then when i remember it's another 2 more weeks to go.. it seems so longgg. but then again, this week that i wasnt looking forward to is finally over! yey! i survived it~~

thank god for technology~ whatsapp is awesome!!! i still feel v much connected to the boyf. although he's half a globe away from me now. love/hate the time difference. but it seems it's passing v fast (to me at least)
i get good morning textes from him at 1am in the morning, good night msges at 6pm from him. haha how weird.

whenever i wake up, it's bby's lunch time, my lunch time, it's his dinner time, my dinner time its his slp time and my slp time is his morning time. hahahah!!! but receiving sweet textes from him keeps me going.
i actually posted on instagram. and i post there more than i post here. so follow me if you haven!!!! @omfgmichelle

i dont know what life would be like without you. ♥

thinking back on times when we first knew each other. it's quite amazing.
thankful that i decided to give myself a chance all over again. :') if not i would nvr have known how life with you would be so awesome like that. no words can describe how thankful & fortunate i am.

i seldom say i will miss him nor will i miss him. but whenever he's away from me for a period of more than 2 weeks it starts to come. weird but if i dont feel tt way, there is smt wrong right? lol

miss you boo! :(

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OBS camp the last week was so much better than i expected. made a number of friends. quite an experience. weird how we still have camp while working. hahahah! but yeah ~~~ some time away from office.

and i really like the rock climbing. hahahah! i made it to the top of the wall. felt like spiderwoman. so fun! :)

HEHEHEHE.

 

didnt really had time to take pictures cause my phone wasnt even with me till the last day.
had some free time after eating. the view from where i was sitting.

AHHHH. NUFF BOUT CAMP. i was a buffet spread for the mosquitos there. got 7 bites huge & red. urgh! and i came back with red burnt nose AGAIN. why always my nose!! URGH.

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anyway... i've got so much activites planned out when bby comes home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT WAIT ALREADY.

truff showing how i feel... jin sian ley~~~ LOL

esp on weekends like today. 

rainy and cold. be good to nua in bed with some hugs. oh wellz...

19 days of seperation.

to be exact it's the 18th day today. and the day is gona end so, so it'll be the 17th! oh time pls fly ~~~~
i need 1st feb to be here asap.

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friday after work, rushed off to town to meet bby. finally a date with him! decided to eat at ippundo. for the longest time that i wanted to try, but we had to go when i had a bad tummy. sibeh sian. hate it when i cant eat properly. urggggh!!!!

but still, finally happy to try it! :D
was like expecting a damn long queue, but NO. there wasnt any. lucky us! heheh :)

yummy... thou the picture does no justice to the food. oh wellzzzz.

and then we went shopping!! and finally gt my pandora! heheheh. the cuzzies wun nag at me anymore. hahaha! now i need more charms. fuck! it's addictive one lor. damn~

and here's to the start of creating my own life's unforgettable moments. hehehehe :>

home after that and zt jio-ed us out tght with his gf.. hahaha! so off to mustafa & then to supper.
had bak kut teh at 1am! tsktsktsk.

the fen chang is freaking shiok!!! love man~
but i still prefer jb's bak kut teh. hahahah!!!! not the peppeish kind. meh~

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the day i dread is finally here. i dont know if i should be happy or not. cause it's the 12th.
which means its pay day and also kk's bday :/ still miss u kk.
but it's also the day of another seperation. so hoping this will be the last man!!!

feels like another 7nov11. hate this feeling sia. but then again, i was reminded i should be proud of my boyf.
of course i will be.
jiayou baby!!! i'll see you in another 18 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant wait. hehehehehe!!!

iloveyou.

7th day into the new year

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~  Pull your ear. hehehe! 

i know im 7th days late, but it's better late then nvr. hehehe...

have been battling my v stubborn flu since bkk and into the new year. 

swear this has been the most stubborn flu evaaaa~ even the little yellow pill didnt really help. ( ok abit, mus give credit, this pill is like a life saver actually. just that my flu's too stubborn!)

My new year was ushered in tght with the family + loverboy with a bbq parteh and fireworks. hehee. i love family times like this. MEGA LOVE!!!

(im v lazy to transfer photos, cause this is a very impromptu effort to blog, hehehx, so photos from the IG)

happy new year from all of us at home, heheh!!! :D

boss of the bbq heheheh!!! 

we shouted happy new year & popped champange out of the balcony. hahah!!! to a more blessed, happy and healthy new year ~~ :)

because the theme of the day was green, all of us except the annoying brother was in green! naisseee. heheh

last photo of #mtxhk in year2012. :)

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4th Jan 2012, Friday

Once in a lifetime date, because it's 5201314. which meant 我爱你一生一世。

something like that lah huh~ LOL!! 

after work, went with my fav 损友s + cm & bby to holland V for XLBs!!!

heheheheheh~~ ate till sibeh full. but v shiok. 

5th Jan 2012, Saturday

got ready and headed back to bby's place to take his passport. and headed down to kranji to meet the 损友s again!! met ester first and waited for melly to come over to fetch us. 

and we're off to Jaybee for the day!!! hehehe. 

our first and i forsee many more adventures for us. love the both of them v muchie :) 

so we did our nails, made our hair and ate our hearts out. TOO MUCH!! haha

bak kut teh after we went in. then seafood + lok lok and alot of lime aiyu, fav fav! so yumssss.

didnt care if im still sick, just ate till gou ben. HAHAHAAA!!!

my smelly ♥

Slept my whole sunday away on bby's bed. hahahaha couldnt climb up. got sick and nua. 

and v glad that bby's here to bring me to the docs today. accompanied me to wait bloody long.

got damn pissed off with the clinic. it's a private clinic but it worst & slower than a polyclinic.

i shouldnt have just gone to a polyclinic if i wanted to wait right. ridiculous, 2 hours plus for 10 patients. piss me off. 

came home and nua in bed while i had my boyf hooked onto taobao to shop. hahahahah! 2 hours plus infront of my com with me laughing at him. HAHAHAHA! so cute.

4 more days left with him beside me. and then it's like BMT all over again. KAH SIAN BUAY.... :(

HAAAIIISSSS... hope its done and over asap man!!! 

BOOO!