Favourite.

Hold on, little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up, little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on, baby, come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues 
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence 
So you can be on top for once
Wake up. Who cares about little boys 
That talk too much?
I've seen it all go down
The game of love was all rained out
Let me be the one to hold you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues 
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone when we can be together, baby?
You can make my life worth while
I can make you start to smile
When it's through, it's through
And fate will twist the both of you
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues 
Just to be the next to be with you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues 
Just to be the next to be with you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Let me be the one to show you

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Got very sudden urge to listen to old songs + my x-japan.
i remember those times when i started listening to x-japan because of someone.
but then jiu er jiu zhi, the lyrics got me so captivated. it's so meaningful.
and no im not thinking about that someone. im listening to it just for the lyrics.
on emo days, you hear more and get more emo. HAHA!

forever love, silent jealousy, tears and endless rain. i remember.
for a heartbroken person, theses songs didnt make me feel any better, but i could totally relate to every word in the lyrics.

today im feeling old school. i just wanted to listen to old songs.
like the one above. so nice so nice.
and if you're wondering if it's about my boyf, about any heartbreaks or or any other reason/person, nope its not .

IM GOOD, ALL GOOD, just feel like listening to old songs, churn out the old vibes and reminisce the ol'dayz. haha!

Cheerzzxz yo! xx

another month older

i had an awesome day.
i think the picture says it all ah. :P

you will always be my baby ♥
happy monthsary sweetheart.

the grief.

i dont know where to start, feeling so uneasy.
like death is just a stone throw away from life.
yesterday's news - another NS guy's death . this is really getting ridiculous, besides the very frequent breakdown of trains this few days. D:
what is happening to first class singapore?!?!

#RIP to you ; #superflydom .
i have no idea why i got so affected by his death, besides the only fact that he's a close friend to my dear cousins.
it's so heart wrenching reading thru twitter & his facebook and seeing my cousins grieve.
if it's so heart wrenching for people like me, it must be a a hundred thousand times worst for his family. i feel for them. this feeling sucks so much so much.
& I really feel like crying after reading. Though i dont know him but i know how it is like to lose someone so very close to your heart :'(

& what? its the 3rd NSF death this year i think mindef should really do something about this. it's getting worst and worst anddd worsssst! its horrible.
i dont know if it's because my boyf is in the ns too, and thus i get so affected, and soon my bro will also be enlisting. this feeling just dont feel right at all.
i dont wana lost anybody just cause they are serving this nation. whats so great now? i dont see it. no pride no glory. nothing.
just lives and lives being taken away. and its not a joke damnit.

and yeah, was reading through forums and saw how this immature dumb bitch calling NSF weak.
why do such people exist. they shouldnt even at all in the first place. and srsly its not a good way to get all famous.
some people are just so inhumane. so disgusting. 1;2;3

sigh singapore.

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and it's wednesday today, it's suppose to be the day i can see my bbyboy day of the week.
and guess what???
some gian peng asshole stole the officer's blackberry and refuses to own up and thus they cant have their nights out. walao like srslyyyyy?!?!?!?!?!
this is soooo stupid. blackberry also wana steal. then dare to steal, dare not own up. WHAT SIAAAA!

no words can express how much i hate the army really. ever since my boyf enlisted, the hate increases and nvr lessen. this is too fucked up!

So well written. (Y)

Shibalnomz

I didnt feel like i had a weekend this week.
thats how terrible my weekend was :( so worn out.

BUT GUESS WHO I MET YTD. SO IMPROMPTU!!!!! BUT SO GOOOOOD. HEHE!!
made my weekend better!!!
yessssss met my shibalnomzzzxzxzz!!!! ♥

dined @ Marche. and that's the pork knuckle bone huhu's holding.
the tiny one because the person gave the huge part to somebody else. so saddddd~ HUHURHUR

xl metre level-ed up. we need to maintain.

love you both ♥

#justtathought

TODAY'S SONGKRAN!!!!
happy songkran day ~~~~~
im suppose to be there to have water fight lohhh!!!! look where i am now :(
SIGH THIS SUCKS. i need a getaway damn badly.

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anyway i was browsing through facebook, looking at friend's pictures.

been seeing so many friends giving birth, getting married etc. 

so heartwarming. thinking back the times when i just knew them like in primary/secondary school. when we were young~~ (HAHAH!) time flies.

just like my pri sch best friend, we been friends for 16years already.

and for secondary school friend, its like 10years!!!!!

how time effing flies srsly!!

ok back to topic, i was looking at photos of them getting married.

quite a few albums. all so nice. but at the same time so rushy.

and then i was thinking about my own. (hahahaha! ok for the fun of it)

i dont know when i'll ever be getting married so DONT bother asking......... :P

i dont like to be the centre of attraction. like damn paiseh you mei you. 

so i really cant imagine myself getting married. hmmmmmmmmmmmm

and after watching the channel 8 show which is like so discouraging after to in a marriage..

either their agenda is to try stop people from getting married or the script-writer must have had suffered or is suffering from a real bad marriage. hmmm.

ok nuff said. i suddenly got no mood to type anymore. and i no longer know wad to type.

i actually got lots of things to type. but suddenly became blank. hmmm!!!

cant wait to go off work to meet my armyboy.

suddenly wished i had a v v v close girlf whom i can rant anything about to.

but its okay, i know who i can count on ranting to atm :)

something new

yey new header new photo of us!
i hope this brings back my blogging mood! hehehe :3

am v freeeeeeee now thus the small revamp.
causeee i.skipped.work.today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOLOL!!!!! dont give two fucks anymore.

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the other day at mindcafe! sibeh funny
i had to shake my butt in a circular motion. damn no image. kao. lol!
eunice got to have a sexy pose & slap her butt
yj got to shake butt
bby got to moonwalk & idk wtf is that word.
kel had to lick my bby's ear!!!! (video as of belowww)

xishen v big. let my 16yrs lick my boyfee's ear. HAHAHAHAH
dont care ah jus post only. LOL!!

IT'S SO FUNNNNNY. (to me at least) lmao.
OKIE. ENJOY..KBYE!!

good friday weekend.

some photos from instagram.

so happy that instagram is finally on android, else i keep have to send to my iphone and upload from there, sucha hassle!!!!

ITS ALL GOOD NOW!! HAHAHA.

good friday was spend going to shao mu.

and nua-ing. hahahahah!!

so brunch with bby & zt on sat. very jialat this ishi mura, food getting from bad to worst D:

tskkkkkk!!

waited for dom, and we roamed ard np for about 3 hours. ZAI ANOT!!
duno whats there to roam, and the 4 of us walked like 6-7 rounds. sibeh jialat. LOL!!

dinner with bby @ thai the dine in.
niceeeeeee ~~~~
ah i got photos of th food, but im lazy to transfer. will add in again laters. :)

at night, met 16yrs, nic & yj again!

mindcafe !!!! :D
till 1am. and then prata supper. hahah!
unhealthy with this people. LOL!

sunday already today. and im quite sick of this .
need a new job. need a new job.
somebody intro please??

HAHAHA.

p/s : bad idea to get seperated from the boyf on a weekend boo!

FAP : A's pre bday celebration

@ Blue Mountain Cafe.

Met the the FAPs after work on the 3rd April.
our v chio prezzie for our A.

v creative max of me & P. hehehehehhe!!!!
hope our dear A love it hurrr. and please make use of it well. :)

sat at the cafe , ate, drink, gossip chat & hth :)
v awesome, like days like this, next up our taitai high tea & also k-boxing!!! HEHEHEHE :3


OKKK I AM VERY LAZY TO BLOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!
lost the blogging vibes already :( meh.

facebook for more pictures.
i love you girls <3

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while browsing through my fb photos,
got the sudden urge to post us grow .. HAHAH

09'

the o'school dayzzz! how i miss it so much :(

HAHAHAHAHA.

10'

11'

12'

up till now. its been 5 years since we know each other, and maybe 4 yrs since FAP was formed.
hehehehhee, how fortunate am i to have this 2 girls with me :)
every year, we will have an album for ourselves, and it will grow old with us ♥
xoxo.

got the blogging vibes.

Its wednesday today. and bbyboy just went back to camp after coming down to look for me :) hehe!

 taken some time back..... in march?
i just transferred the photos like now. hehehehe!!

missed me? hehehehehe
i should stop cutting my fringe. LOL! but i cant help it.

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COMING UPPPP......
next post ok. hehe!

Be nice April ..

i hope its a good month, on records it hasnt been one before. so from this i hope its an exception that it'll be a good one.

before i start on my ranting (which you dont have to read actually).... 

it's mid-week already! yeyz. haha considering that friday is a holiday! YESSSSSSSSS!!!! :)
which means long weekend! i am so looking forwarddddd. actually i look forward to every non working day. yes!!!

can see my bby tmr! and thurs he's booking out already. fri sat sun all mine.
yey yey! only 2 days of seperation this week. happy mak mak.

SO TRUE SO TRUE!!! HEHEHEEHEHE :3

as of below, you may or may not want to read me rant about my stupid company.
you may read silently, else you may stop reading as of after this sentence & full-stop.
:)

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