zero.days

finally i see the 0!!!!!
in less than 24 hrs from now... im so excited hahaha

it feels like like first date all over again. the excitedness, the happiness, the everything.
20 days over finally. say slow nt slow, say fast not fast, but im v glad its all over soon.
cant wait to be in ur arms again :)

that reminds me on the 26 nov, on bby's first book out after the same number of days. how by seeing him puts the widest grin on my face. haha

I CANT WAIT ALREADY.
SEE YOU IN LESS THAN 24HRS BABY!!!!!!
:)

another month

this month the boyf is half a globe away from where i am.
but nevertheless, happy 78th boo.

i misssss you :(
craving for a real big huggggg now. :(

Fragility of life

Just saw facebook and got to know of this secondary school friend passed away in a bike accident.
It's so sudden. So depressing reading things like this on fb. i really dont like it.
i feel so uneasy the whole day. Yes it's yet another bike accident. :(

I hope withnesses comes up and help his family with this. and esp his girlf.
Super poor thing pls. everytime i read her post i feel like tearing.
im just feeling like 5% of her pain. i cannot imagine her pain. its 100x more man. :(
reallllllly depressing. sigh.

RIP school mate.


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then i met the bff v impromptu-ly @ my place.
heard alot of stories of his TP life. as usual it makes me feel so uneasy.
it's like almost every 2 days somebody will die on the road. its so so so so scary.
makes me wana stay at home forever. which is impossible lah i know.
sigh!


i dont know how to pen how and what im feeling down into words.
but i really hope everyone i love will stay safe & sound.
love em too much for anything to happen to them :(
hate this heart-wrenching thing... urgh! why cant we not have any feelings. damn it.