the grief.

i dont know where to start, feeling so uneasy.
like death is just a stone throw away from life.
yesterday's news - another NS guy's death . this is really getting ridiculous, besides the very frequent breakdown of trains this few days. D:
what is happening to first class singapore?!?!

#RIP to you ; #superflydom .
i have no idea why i got so affected by his death, besides the only fact that he's a close friend to my dear cousins.
it's so heart wrenching reading thru twitter & his facebook and seeing my cousins grieve.
if it's so heart wrenching for people like me, it must be a a hundred thousand times worst for his family. i feel for them. this feeling sucks so much so much.
& I really feel like crying after reading. Though i dont know him but i know how it is like to lose someone so very close to your heart :'(

& what? its the 3rd NSF death this year i think mindef should really do something about this. it's getting worst and worst anddd worsssst! its horrible.
i dont know if it's because my boyf is in the ns too, and thus i get so affected, and soon my bro will also be enlisting. this feeling just dont feel right at all.
i dont wana lost anybody just cause they are serving this nation. whats so great now? i dont see it. no pride no glory. nothing.
just lives and lives being taken away. and its not a joke damnit.

and yeah, was reading through forums and saw how this immature dumb bitch calling NSF weak.
why do such people exist. they shouldnt even at all in the first place. and srsly its not a good way to get all famous.
some people are just so inhumane. so disgusting. 1;2;3

sigh singapore.

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and it's wednesday today, it's suppose to be the day i can see my bbyboy day of the week.
and guess what???
some gian peng asshole stole the officer's blackberry and refuses to own up and thus they cant have their nights out. walao like srslyyyyy?!?!?!?!?!
this is soooo stupid. blackberry also wana steal. then dare to steal, dare not own up. WHAT SIAAAA!

no words can express how much i hate the army really. ever since my boyf enlisted, the hate increases and nvr lessen. this is too fucked up!

So well written. (Y)

April's Foooooool

hahahahahahahahahhahahaa.
wanted to pretend to get pissed and this is what happened. rofl
jitao is ._. hahah!!

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and its friiidaaaaay todayyy!!! gona meet the cousins later. yey \m/

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any-o-how, its April already today, mommy told me some shocking news (obviously isnt very good ones) last night :( and i was really really really down the whole night.
and bby was so nice, hehe i know you're always here for me thou :*
but sometimes this kinda thing very very hard to think likewise.
its like history repeating itself again, hopefully its another april fool's joke again :(
everything will be fineee *chants*
siggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh !!

but im very happy that at least i have somebody to share with,
be it the happy times or the sad times, i know i can always rely on you for comfort (:
thank you bby.
hehehe, he's like my best friend, i can confine anything with him. and he's the only one that i can trust with my darkest secrets afterall.
my best friend, my boyfriend, my everything ♥ ily.

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while typing the title, i got reminded by what T said,
Foooooooooooooooooo(l)
HAHAA. ok inside joke bye